Broken Heart, Empty Promises and Shattered Dreams.. That's all left in me now...

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In every broken marriage or home I'm still wondering what happens to "till death do us part" is it that it's now a normal word for people to say so they can be wedded or is it an oath taking by both to prove their love,truth,affecting for each other,because for what I've notice it sounds more like an empty promise forgetting their loyalty behind.

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It started after I quit;
my job, my education,
my goals, my love life and
friendships. I daydream now
more times than I ever I did as a
child. I even caught myself
daydreaming an hour-and-a-half
long scenario of pure financial
stability, material wealth, a safe home
to live in and peace and quiet. I can
actually tire myself out from
daydreaming to avoid the colossal
weight of truth overwhelming my
being. The treachery of society and
family who said they would help yet
forgot about us after a weekend
of high times. I'm disappointed by the
adults who'd guaranteed the
pain would be over. Sometimes,
I just want out from the
responsibility of just keeping
alive, but I'm afraid of abandoning
my family.

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Your promises were like
Your Sand castles
That fell into the sea
At the end !!

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My heart throbs again,
My soul wanders into darkness once again,
The desperate attempt to love again,
There is a part of me that still thrives for you,
For our promises are the ones I still wonder about,
The eternal flame it was meant to be,
The sigh in every breath i take,
As I walk on these empty streets once again,
Befouled by the treachery that was played,
But still beautiful by the memories that we made,
I still wander in these hollow path,
In the hope that i could see you once again,
Every corner reminds me of you,
Every moment i starve just for you!

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He told me he could not live without me but he is still alive.

Was he lying?
Did he love me?
Does he really care?

If yes, why did he not call me back then?

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"I'll be there for you" he said, "whenever you need me"...
" I'll understand " he told her, "whatever your reasons are"...
" I trust you" he insisted, "regardless of your secrets."
" I'll never leave you" he promised "Trust me"...
And she trusted him...
Yet it only took one misunderstanding to break all his promises.., to leave her alone...
He never understood.. Her trust was broken... He was not there when she needed him the most.. Now She was alone with an echo of empty promise, " I'll be there for you"....

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Every promises of yours felt empty the moment you left me.

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Actually the truth is, that I've stopped believing in this hollow promises of love long ago

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He left,
when he was ought to be there.

She stayed,
when she should have left.

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