Codependency is that insect, which creates many holes within us and finally damages our soul.

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They walk hand in hand
Insecurity and Self indulgence,
With a surreal love,
Of infant codependence.
Taking steps together
To where the path leads,
Unaware of the catastrophic
Effects of their deeds.

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Do the moon need
darkness to shine...
or it is the moon
that shine in darkness.

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The world did not end when you chose an alternative option
(an option I was, that it is)

The world did not collapse when I chose to be away and distant
(a numbing pain you were to me)

The blues and blood - made our love purple

What hope remains?

I would die again and you would kill me

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I don't care about narcissistic people, because I know that they will die without gaining anything. They will cause some level of problems but time can heal it.

The real problem lies in people pleasers who give free sanctuaries to breed narcissists.

People pleasing is an active work. You can stop it. That's why I care about it.
Narcissism when manifested is like a disease, it requires special treatments involving strong boundries to be around which is only possible if people pleasers rise above their trauma of childhood abandonment issues.

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She complains about him non-stop,
Expounding on the diverse reasons
Of why she needs to finally halt
The toxic, soul-wasting influence
He has on her life;
But she cannot cut the ties
That endlessly bind her soul to his,
Escaping the reality of what they have;
So, they go on and on,
Bickering about the whys and hows
Of their joint daily existence,
Fearing to acknowledge
The screaming, mounting red flags
And shirking the question
Of why and how they cannot be.

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You thought only you and your folks have feelings.
Only you and them deserve all the care and honor.

What was I?
Not even a person?

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Dependency is a fact;
not a choice,
or a preference!!!

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Just when my whole personality collapsed down to grave,
how i was reduced to a quitter
teary eyed, and heart frail

How we all have to deal with our baggage alone
that love of a soulmate becomes pale
promises go stale.

When the world abandons you, you assist yourself.
You are your own band-aid.

When you drive your own emotions without codependency,
how easy it gets to rebel, than to quail

That day I decided,
I won't let my life turn into a moving pastoral elegy.
That day i realized,
how courageous it was to smile again.

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| Thunder in Sunshine |

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