•𝗮𝗻𝗵𝗲𝗱𝗼𝗻𝗶𝗮
The loss of interest and enjoyment
In all activities that you once liked ;
In other words
The feeling of not caring anymore.

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Face can't express what heart feels, oddity of Parkinsons disease.

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Anhedonia

I saw myself leaving everything I loved
I became someone I didn't want around
I saw the dark in every light ray

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कोई जिजीविषा नही रहती
जीवन की मनिषा नही रहती
एक घोर निशा सी रहती है
जिसे कोई दिशा नही रहती

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रो रो के थक चुके हैं,
तू तो मत सता ।
रास्ते में कांटे भरे हैं,
तू ,और मत बिछा ।

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Should I? But...

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ANHEDONIA:

Brutal,some routines of sustenance are,
They prune the branches of one's,
Day-to-day bubbling vitality,
With the heavy sharpness of our bigger truths,
Our understood inescapability,
And the vicissitudes of the sorrow,
Of our most persistent desires,
That forever seem,
To slip out of reach.
Thoughts, unfinished calculations,
gnaw at us, inside out,
While driving, and during baths,
While reading triumphant poetry,
Even in the surmised sanctum,
Of listless sleep.
They eat us up, as forward they tunnel,
From somewhere within the centres,
Of our red-hot brains,
Till, between the lens of our eyes,
And the core of our being,
A translucent trail is formed,
By their viscous prespiration,
That filters out all the pleasure,
Of any color trying to reach us.

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A drug which can drag me out of Anhedonia..

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I am in a state of anhedonia in which past activities felt so irrelevant. I felt no pleasure, no joy, no happiness, no interest in those past activities which I enjoyed once l. I couldn't recognize myself anymore. It felt like the my whole journey has changed in a blink of an eye and I felt I'll never be the same again.
I am in a state of anhedonia, it felt like a disease, in which everything was so worthless. It felt like I'm lost and there is no way out.

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इश्क ने भी क्या सितम दिखाया,
ना जाने इतनी कितनों को रुलाया।
दुर्घटना घटी है तो क्या ही कर सकते हैं,
आपने तो इस हंसते चेहरे को कितना रुलाया?

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