#LettertoMaitrika
1/8

I know you are the most beautiful soul of the world, I have always seen love in your eyes for everyone you meet. You may be crazy at times and most peaceful at others. You are not the one who can be distracted easily. Even after having so much power to change things, you still prefer them to be natural.
I know your love towards yourself and your love. But today I would like to introduce you to someone who you are from my eyes.

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#Lettertomaitrika
8/8

Unexpected was our life. We had some best moments which created a beautiful life. Our journey was perfect, until you decided to rise. Leaving me alone you gave me a nightmare, my soul again was chaos until I saw you again.
You left me alone in this world to travel to another, I still find you there is my poems and stories. You had died from that accident but you are still alive in my dreams.
Everyday I work hard to get a long sleep, because I know I am going to meet you in my dreams again and create new memories. Losing you was my nightmare which has took its place, now I find you present in my every daydream.
The letter I wrote to you is still with me, I still wonder how I proposed you so foolishly. Holding a paper and a pen in pocket, I came to you with all the fear. Giving you the paper felt like my longest dream, I can still listen to my heartbeat that was beating when you were reading my 1st letter to you.
I still miss that heartbeat and wish if I could hear it again, you left me Alone in this world before I could handover any other letter to you again.

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#lettertomaitrika
7/8

Outdated are the letters I am writing again, I still wonder, how would it have been If I need to confess it again. The fear I talked about, the care I do is all the same. In our sweet salty love story how can none of us be insane. The peaceful soul you carry, the peaceful soul you gifted me to remove my pain. All the moments we enjoyed together, are the memories I made. All the moments I missed you were the moments I met you again. How to confess it all again, when we both know what we meant to each other. You are in my nighmares, you are in my daydreams, you are the one I always found by my side, you are the love I truely need. I have got you this time, I don't wanna lose you again. Promise me to be always by my side, no matter what happens now. I again confess to you what you meant to me.

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#Lettertomaitrika
6/8

You must be confused why I am telling all this to you, but maybe I am preparing myself for the thing I just wanted to say. I know you also know what I just wanted to say, but what to do my shyness always destroys the plan.
Everytime I try to reach you you have another friend around, sometimes your human friend and sometimes the friend you pray for your happiness to. I sometimes feel if I had the courage to say what I wanted to tell, what if could confess all that is in my heart. I know miracles don't happen everyday, but I still wish for one in which you could read my mind. I know you are too waiting for the moment to happen but just let some little more time, let me fee that fear, and that sweet and salty of emotions of passing time. Fear of losing you and my wish to confess it to you is increasing daily, I wish, I wish if I could ask you to forever be mine.

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#Lettertomaitrika
5/8

Emotional storms I used to face, when I see you again. A sweet sensation of love, some joy of life, that feel of purity and that courage to smile, all I used to face when I find you around me. I have learned the way you walk, your face is in my memory. I had started wishing for you with my heart, I always want to see you happy. Without even the beginning of our talks, I started feeling the fear to lose you. The little fear I face everytime when I return back home, leaving you at the place I used to see you. Sometimes I wonder what if you don't be back again, sometimes I have the nightmare of you leaving me without ever being by my side.
Yes I think about that little bindi on your head that enhances your deep eyes and that shiny nose pin is the one which always caches my attention. I don't know why but I have personified you in the things I love the most.
You are just not a stranger to me, you are someone close to my heart.

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#Lettertomaitrika
3/8

Over of this moment, I was back to my life again. I again started feeling those pains of life, those desires and all those scars which you had removed within a moment for few moments of my life. I didn't expected to feel that peaceful soul again which your smile brought in me, I had just forgot about you until I saw you gain.
Just a glance of you was enought to have all those storms get silent again, all the pain to fade away and that peaceful soul to come again. But this time it was just not your smile which made me think about you, it was your pure devotion that made me fall for you again. A soul so pure, a soul so devoted and a soul with those beautiful characteristics was the one that got in my heart this time.
It was like I wish to be like the soul I just saw, I wanted to be the the one who can get releived of every stress and every tension, I wanted to be the one away from all pleasures and happiness, I just wanted to be the one who knows how to live every minute which is gift of life to us. That time I was just not introduced to that beautiful soul but also to the time which I was never able to see earlier. It was like I learned to live the moment. ❤

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#Lettertomaitrika
4/8

Vacant hands I brought in this world, with vacant hands I will leave. But this heart is not vacant anymore, there is a soul who had made her place in this heart. Never expected to feel like this but I used to dream of her now, with every dream I take, I again start feeling the moment just like I used to feel when you are in front of me. I sometimes remember you while I faces any problem and even a single flash of your memory gives me extreme abilities to face every problem in the most peaceful manner. Your memory has the power to make me forget all my pains and make a fresh start. It is not you who are making me feel like this but your beautiful and pure soul. I know you may be confused why I am saying you to be the pure soul, but you must know I have seen you serving the lowest ranked person the same way you served the highest rank person, you holds the courage to fight for right even if you are all alone. You are just not a girl to me, you are my super hero. ❤

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#Lettertomaitrika
2/8

Listen, I may not be the perfect story teller but I will try to be the one.
Before telling you what you mean to me now, I will like to tell you how it all started. It was just a normal day until I saw you, something changed after I saw you for the first time. Maybe it was your smile that made me happy and made me smile. It made me wish so much to see that smile again, that I started to work for it. A smile so pure, a smile so beautiful, a smile without any hate, jealousy or any attitude is the one I liked which I see rarely. A smile so attractive to bring your chaotic soul to rest, making it enjoy that peaceful moment when you forget all your happiness, all your pains, all your desires and all your scars and just live that eternal moment. The moment when you repel all the negative energy around you and just absorb that positive energy of happiness. Maybe it was what people may call attraction at first sight. Usually I don't easily get attracted to anyone but you were the one who entered my heart even without meeting even once. I know this is not how it should have been, but this is my secret story. ❤

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