The sky and I.

I turn around,
see the outline of my modest house,
closed within walls waist high,
with nothing between the sky and I
and I wonder,
if it too lay witness to my entire life.

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'Chanda Mama' let me take in ur lap and be forget life's mean,
In the mid of the sky, let me take a dream
Like the twinkling stars I wanna to be...
Then I will proudly say, wow it's me...
and everyone , it's thee😍

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'Papa' ur Pari feels so much suffocated
These preventers make me hurted

'Papa' world's black eyes stared at me
From these starved wolf, I m scaring

'Papa' this Darkness will hide me somewhere else
It will distroy my smile and my presence

'Papa' these ruinations will crimp me in itself
This time they will take ur pari's sacrifice , u just look at

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'O My Dear Soul ' I know u can't bear me any more,
I m stupid, useless, why u God doesn't open the heaven's door ?

'O My soul' , I feel so pity for u what a damn person's body u have given,
Give a voice to God and ask him for ur pleasures & freedom

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Let me live in imagination, reality is bitter
As I grow, day by day, its becoming heater
Someone please, give me two wings that make me fled
Disappear far away from the world and never back

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Whenever I call myself, a voice comes from my heart:
Are you still alive or not ? - These words are worst

I am a person who never wish for more and more
So why you always curse me ?- tell me my soul

One day will come, when you will miss me a lot and never see me
I will be lost forever, remember- life is not a game of hide and seek

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Please, hanging me, dislodge me, I 'm guilty
Why I 'm still breathing, kill me, don't show any pity

A Lier, A Timid, A Waggly , is front of you 'My Christ'
My life is : fraud , puns, finish me, but mark me as a mist

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O God ! take me in your world from this hell,
I wanna freedom from the dark cell .

Give me relief, I can't bear it any more,
It's just a illusion: the world, the life and whom I adore.

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'SHIVA' , Not only mine, but even the God's Lord,
I m nothing but ur slave, accept my life as a thanks for ur support

I don't need any possessions, u have given me a sweet family, enough for me,
U just keep ur blessings on us, that's my only plea

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I know I m nothing, ya I m nothing- everyone know
I m just a Puppet, ya just a Puppet- u know ?
I m a Prison Bird, ya I m a Prison Bird-anyone know ?
I have also emotions, dreams - no one know

But still I want to live, reason- my God know !

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