\\Envy\\

Bane of my comfortableness
A blight on my lightheartedness
The scourge of my elation
And harbinger of my destruction
Yet I take pride in nurturing it!

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You can be the master of your mind if you can surpass through, the 7 sins of life.

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Thou shalt nots Envy others,
Yet parents make children practice reverse,
Thou shalt nots glutton in life,
Is it also true for those who occasionally gets a bite?
Thou shalt nots greed in life,
But the riches are never ever satisfied,
Thou shalt nots be driven by lust,
And yet we speak stories of Aphrodite,
Thou shalt nots go blind in pride,
Coz we have a blind system to pardon every trial,
Thou shalt nots give in to sloth,
But every one wishes for no more chores,
Thou shalt nots act in wrath,
I wonder these armies and weapons are for which love war.

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Mind is your partner in crime ,
For it keeps your darkest secrets.

They say that there are Seven sins ,
But they forget to mention their Origins.

The mind is what causes you to feel those emotions , makes you darker , sends you deeper into the forbidden realm of your own self.

The mind is your conscience but it also fights itself , for the Truth is mirrored by the Lies of your world.

Don't let your mind astray , for it may never again find its way.

Strengthen your mind , so that it can fight those Seven sins that lie within. . . .

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I lie awake tonight,
Wishing of things I can change.
I try to convince myself,
But it's all so strange.
Is it me,
Or is it you?
Do I try,
Or are we through?
So long we've shared
Just to walk away.
But so much hurt
To want to stay.
Why do we do this,
Try to hurt the other more,
Only to watch one
Walk right out the door?
I love you so much,
Yet I push you to the point of breaking,
But why do you play with my heart
And never stop taking?
Is this the end
Or a new beginning?
Only one can guide me
When my head is spinning.
Don't push,
Don't try,
Don't stress,
Don't cry.
That is what plays
Over in my head
As I try to close my eyes
And just go to bed.

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