YOU'RE A SURVIVOR
When the things you're afraid of occur to you simultaneously and you choose to stay,
When something you fear is right in front of you and you choose to see,
When your nightmares dont stop yet you still try to sleep,
When the aches and pain reach your throat and you choose to swallow them,
And at times when you could barely breathe you chose to live.-
Life dosen't make sense,
No offense but,
Attachment work like rents,
Life dosen't make amends,
No defense cause,
Emotions pretty expense.
Hence,
Life is pretense,
And truth always remains.
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Heart gets heavier after each heartbreak,
Just like bodies get heavier after death.-
Wondering,
How easy it is to Leave,
To Love and To Decieve,
To see our hearts Grieve,
To learn not to believe,
Just because its too hard to forgive.
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I'd risk anything to have you by my side,
Untill you risked me, over everything else.
I wanted your presence everywhere i went,
Untill my absence didn't matter you.
I'd be there even when you were wrong,
Untill you held me wrong.
We gave flavors to each others life,
Untill you chose to name it toxic.-
Home,
Isn't just about a place to stay,
Its about embracing hobbies,
It isn't just about painting walls,
Its about filling colours to life,
It isn't just shelter but every thing a human soul yearns for.
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Sobbing,shedding and weepin',
Yet, trying, grinning and sleepin'.
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Part of me cares too much, but part of me never forgets the humiliation.
Part of me smiles lightly, but part of me holds grudge so heavy.
Part of me loves too hard, but part of me hates too deep.
Part of me wants to live, but the other is killing within.-
If only pain killers healed the actual pain,
There wouldn't be a pebble with emotional stain.-