I wanna be the moon
that everybody loves,
and be the beauty that
they'll cherish like doves.
I wanna be the star
that twinkles when they’re sad,
and be the good when
they feel really bad.

but I cannot warm the heart
of everybody;
I cannot promise not to cry
and be good everyday,
I cannot carry the world
on my shoulder,
and I cannot always be the
beauty that they ponder.

I cannot– I can only be me.

- Sylvia chowdhury — % &

-

I wanna sit on a rooftop with someone at 2am staring at the start and talking about all the problems we have going.

-

DON'T ASSUME I'M WEAK BECAUSE I HAVE PANIC ATTACKS. YOU'LL NEVER KNOW THE AMOUNT OF STRENGTH IT TAKES TO FACE THE WORLD EVERY DAY.

-

And suddenly all the love songs were about you.

-

I'm Really Sorry

I'm sorry for my lies
I'm sorry for your cries
I'm sorry things went wrong
Don't worry, soon I'll be gone
I'm sorry that I hurt you
I'm sorry that its true
I'm sorry if you hate me
But this is the way it will be
I'm sorry for hiding things
I'm sorry I lost my wings
I'm sorry I'm no longer an angel
But now I'm just too fragile
I'm sorry I caused you pain
I'm sorry I left you in the rain
I'm sorry for everything
I've done wrong
But don't worry no more..
Soon I'll be gone

-

TRAUMA

A girl who has lived through trauma has lived through a situation where her body, her mind, herself was not her own. Where she felt disjointed, ripped from herself, safety, and sanity. It was a moment, an experience, a something where her trust was smashed, her worth was gone and all there was was pain.

-

Some days
We laughed until we cried,
Other days
We cried until we laughed,
Either way
Every day was perfect.

-

People don't care for you when you are alone, they just care for you when they are alone

-

She was a forgiver

Her heart was so large.
She didn't know how to
give up on people, because
She always believed the
Good in those she loved.

It was until she was
Walked on so many times,
She has no choice but to let
go of those who burned
holes in her heart.

-

Our Flag does not fly because the wind moves it; It flies with the last breath of each SOLDIER who died protecting it.

-