STATION
I have seen different variations of life
I have seen the happiest arrival and the saddest departure
The poverty- stricken
The liberals
The malfeasance
I survive listening to variations of announcements like â train no. 457819 will arrive at platform no. 1â
I am a station
Who knows all of your feelings that you hinder to share
I know how exactly you felt saying a goodbye
I know how excited you were meeting your loved ones
I know the happiest essence of vacations
I have seen your parents crying after your train depart
I have subsided in your tension for an interview
The loudest of hustle-bustle always surrounds me
I am station
I carry the warmth of life for thousands and thousands of peoples in me
And vent it out in the echoes of night while people fall asleep in slumber of sleep on my lap
I am a station, I have seen the variations of life.
â Sweta panda âš-
It is always in there
I don't know where it is exactly
May be in one corner of my heart
Or may be deeper entangled in my bones and hairs
Or within my veins and blood
I don't know
But It is always in there
Packed in a box beautifully
The bubbles wrapped with thick films of memories of your touch and glance are intact in there
With the cold breeze of winter
With the fruity smell of summer
With the melody of spring
It always comes back home
As a part of me
As if it had never left and as if it never will
The feelings of- YOU and the deliberate process of ending.
âSwetaâš-
I tried painting my life in a canvas
I found myself in places which I had never imagined to be in
I found myself in the stillness not knowing where to go like the painting of glass jar on a table
I found myself in the scenic beauty of life like the serenity of river flowing and the birds chirping
I found myself in the blues of sea and the whiteness of the mountains
In the heat of sun and the coldness of the moon
In the swirling motion of pebbles in a pond
I found myself in the child hurt with bruises who fell from the swing
I found myself alone enjoying my company like the oldman riding a boat on an unknown lake surrounded with ducks and swans
I found myself in a woman carrying the loads of logs in her head
I found myself on and on in so many things but at the end
I found MYSELF in journey of life not knowing exactly what to find.
âSweta pandađ»-
Running my hands over your hair strands gives me inevitable feeling of life time bonding with you
âSweta panda-
Your voice has rhythmic waves to make me dance exactly like the rustling leaves on a windy day
âSweta panda-
You light up my world in the darkness just like a tiny firefly light up to bring calmness in this chaotic world.
âSweta panda-
Yesterday I made love to your glittering eyes same as moon made love to the glittering stars
âSweta panda-
You are like Dandelions to Me
I make wishes upon You
âSWETA PANDA-
I know, you know, we know that we are not meant to be together
Because one of us believes in todayâs circumstantial relationship and doesnât bother
There is no more value of holding hands and having conversations
We all had gone far too much in our creepiest versions
Breaking hearts with one sided expectations is our only notion
Even we very well know to push the responsibilities of departures on each others
Physical need is what we understand far too much
Soul connections are long lost
Badmouthing about others is our favourite job
In running far too much to achieve the materialistic things we are lost deep enough
Finding the truest version is hard enough
Save the rarest one before its late enough
-Sweta pandađ«-