aaj o jokhon toke message kori
ar double tick ta blue hote dekhi
amar heart beat ta bere jai,
aaj o jokhon tui call korish
tor naam ta screen a dekhi
monehoy kunu sopno dekhchi,
aaj o jokhon notification a tor naam ta ashe
shete shorate eache korena,
aaj o tor naam ta sobar samne nite voy kore
aaj o bhabi kothay bhool chilo
je ami bodle gelam,
ar hoyto besi din kache thaka hobena!!

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When my soul shall leave my body
and i shall be buried in the earth
then, let a potter mould the dust of me
into a piece of clay and gift it to you
perhaps, then i can remain with you!!

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Only if I were You
then, I could've been the happiest.
I can listen for hours and yet not reveal anything about me,
I can help solve your issues and yet not reveal mine,
I can hear your sufferings and yet not let you know about mine,
I can cheer you up at your silliest troubles,
while i stay awake at night over-thinking about mine,
I've many responsibilities that i fight to complete and yet sound happy,
But, then there You're who hardly have any
and yet sound sad and disturb !!
Only if I were You
then, I could've been the happiest.

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Many people came, coloured my life and faded away,
Whilst, yours stuck like a birthmark !!
You stayed, stayed till today...
Your silent presence is something i always adore.
A bond so precious is very rare to find !!
I miss you always...!!
If i ever get a chance to be with You,
I'll always choose You...!!
But i'll never express it in words.
I'll always remember why i left
And your those last words...
We may not talk now,
But 'You' will remain in all the pages !!
Thankyou for everything...

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Some years ago,
I used to view life the same way you do now.
Our life could've been very different
if we had the same view point
at same point of time...
Now, i've changed to worse with no patience, no expectations...
then there, when I see the glow in your eyes
when you talk about your life
I really feel happy
and i never want it to get dimmed
because of me
But whenever you need a caress shoulder to lean on, a hand to hold on
Just turn back I'll be beside you always
And my heart shall always whisper only 'Your' name...

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I don't know what future holds.
I believe in living the moments.
Even if we don't talk in future.
I know you won't forget me.
This is "Trust".

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How can i betray you when i know you didn't forget me!
Be it a social site, writing app to other apps
You followed me everywhere to be in an invisible touch.
I noticed it.
You asked me to notice your absence and to question you,
But i noticed your presence everywhere.
I didn't ask much because i noticed every moment,
Neither i've any expectations.
And to be very honest i never had any.
You can be a free bird and i wont be any clutch,
i can assure you that.
"You've all the right to forget someone who forgets you"
but the question is did you?
May be that is why i answered or
May be because i know how much effort you needed to dial the number.
How can i let it waste it!!!

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I don't know what happiness is
I smile when i see a caress gesture
I laugh at certain things that sound funny
Otherwise, I'm in deep thought with me
Rest, I notice the action of others
even more than they could imagine
I've the complete answer of theirs before they say
But i don't reveal that
Its the shell of a crab hard to crack!!!

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My heart always ached
to make a call
to that person
but every time
i ended up saying—

"May be next year would be the right time!"

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And then, with empty hands and shattered dream
I waited,
for a call,
for a text,
for some sort of contact,
Even for some sort of messages like
"I'm still here"
"Everything will be fine"
And then, i found the answer that
Even no reply is a complete answer in itself!!!

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