Did I know.. ?

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यकीन भी बड़ी अजीब चीज़ है
तुम उस टूटते तारे से इच्छा मांगते हो
जिसके पास अब अपना आसमान नहीं ।।

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अगर कभी मैं तुम्हें सड़क पर दिखने से याद आ जाऊं
तो आंखें मिलाकर मुझे वहां अपने अंदर मार डालना ।।

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क्यों कि मैं ये नहीं कह पाती हूं तुम्हें
कि तुम्हारे साथ न होने पर
मैं सिर्फ तुम्हें नहीं याद करती हूं
बल्कि हर वो बात को याद करती हूं
जो तुम्हें और मुझे हम बनाता है ।।

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Could you alone have left me ?— % &When you broke me over n' over i didn't know how to let those tears out rather i smiled vaguely because the fears and insecurities i had before are tend to be justified. — % &When you left me at my worst times i didn't know how to tell you that 'don't..' but i felt as if you're running a knife over my old wounds while etching them into deeper and deeper. The layer of my new born flesh did get wet in blood but instead of screaming in pain i became oddly silent.— % &And do you know how we parted ? Maybe then when we couldn't sit silent together. The commotion of our souls became more louder and in that stir of emotions we stopped reading each other's silence. — % &Or maybe then when i didn't try these words to form in a poem because you didn't leave me all of sudden,
I slowly let you leave me.
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