As you wanted to fix everything
Put everything in order
So that you could pick them up
As and when wanted
But I'm a messy girl..
I don't wanna fix anything
Or change it..
I was adabtable to change myself, accordingly
I like pretty broken things
I found it beautiful
I used things how they are..
And let it continue
I find alternatives, offcourse
But for the change, to let it go actually
I'm still not ready for that.

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I don't know you..
All I know was
The picture I have created about you in mind
A true gentleman
But do you really?
Because I heard my screaming loud and clear
I suffered so much
Because I believe that picture is true
I don't know you..
I'm sorry
But I was fallen for the wrong image
Not you.

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I have hurt myself enough
I don't find reasons to do that
But I did it anyway.
How long will I suffocate
And measure the distances
Nerve to nerve, veins to veins
How will I live with the burden
I give up, I won't do it anymore
& I'm doing it anyway
I have never changed
I don't find ways to do that
But in such process
Something has burnd
Inside deep within..
Only ashes remain at the surface!

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Some people are waiting for your reactions
By constantly bothering your peace
To look you bad when everyone's watching
& It's a trap.

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Some people are waiting for your reactions
By constantly bothering your peace
To look you bad when everyone's watching
& It's a trap.
Do you even know,
How much power they perceive if you react..!
You were reacting to show the power
But all they want is this.
Don't let them win.

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I break my heart so many times to see the truth..
I can not dare to live in dark
Believe something or someone
That isn't real..
I'm happy to see
That there isn't much once the illusion breaks
But to reach there you must cost a forture
What If you were okay..
Convening every possibility
And in the long run
Will you be okay with all the lies..?
When your soul search for peace
You must accept the choas.

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I have been closing the doors..
And locking the memories
Ohh what do you think..
That could be a treasure to keep..
My amusement was bitter
If I say so..
What if it does reveal to you
Would it be acceptable
Or certainly questionable
You do welcome here
But you are purely guest
Taste the good food but know the price
And surely when you left..
I could see both relief and desolation.

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The rarest thing to admire
Is an unfulfilled wish..
What if there are possibilities
To be simply okay
By not being understood
And there isn't need of explanation
Perhaps you choose
To let it be..
Unexplained.
Even if you do..there are millions of quest
That probably still unanswered
Why burden..?
Acceptance leads to peace
You can be there soon..!

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& There you must lost the excitement..
How eagar you were just before
Just at the moment..
Thinking and fantasizing,
Become clever and imagine yourself
Almost there..
It had happened before..
Why do you need a permit
To feel such a way..
Atlast love belongs to so many
But when it comes to you..
You forgot to see the irony..
You had been there before
Disheartened.
But everytime you choose to be a fool
In search of hope..!

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You must accept the fact
If a person is bad to you..
Then the one really is..
No matter the world is going to please them
Or have tons of respect
But you can not change their behaviour
Their intentions regarding you..
You must deal with the fact
And surrender to their accompany
No matter what..!

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