My darling
You can have it all..
In your fairly tale
You must be thriving all along
But you chose to live in dark
In shadows..
In hidden places
That no one noticed you..
You know you hold something
That is hurting
You decided purposefully
Not to be close to anyone
And hated by everyone
It was all made up.

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You bleed in a way..
That no colour justify
The rage of your blood.
You weep in sorrows
That no sound
Can have same the echoes..
You stay quiet
When you hold the truth
I can not figure it all out
But I'm curious to know
How badly you wanted
And how easily you let it go..!

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I see my value in your eyes
Eyes that can not meet yours
I look down..
everytime you sees me...
I feel I'm imperfect..
But with you
Everything is so perfect.

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I think I'm done with people
Not just the old one
But every new person
Who is coming today or in future
I'm done with you
Even before I met you.

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You live a difficult life
To create a simpler one..
But what if there is no simple life..?
would you then stop being so difficult?
Can you for once
Stop making it hard
As it already is..
Could you be a less trouble
Less brothered & more acceptable
Why do you have to
Always be so difficult
And go against flow
For once lets him make the way..!

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I wonder
How life turns..
How people changed..
How days are extinct..
In memories of someone
Or damn without someone
Where are we exposing
Whom are relying
I know nothing isn't real
Just need to remind myself
You are never loved...!

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Above everything
Your peace matter.
Your achievements matter.
I understand your fight
Mostly lost and shattering
Trauma lives in life
In body..in mind..
I understand the whole
The dark and light
But above everything
You love matters.

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Sometimes you have to take a
long walk to meet someone..
I have found love in distance
Something beyond I could expect
I no longer owe to..
Neither something I'm debt for..
It just flows
Love exists..
It stays..
As long as you believe
It can not be undone
Once done.. always there
In someone's heart
Forever..!

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I search you where you most renowned
Where your existence is most prayed for...
In your place..
In my space..
In other's trust..
In Trojan believes
Or beware truth
In Omni world..
In lap of mothers
But You called when
I'm all alone
In senses.. in callings..in grief
In smile of indebted being..
I found you nowhere
But here with my heart..!

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He ask me many a times
How have you been..?
But I refused to answer
As it was hard to believe
That one could care
& I says the exact words
Running in my head
A day later..
I see how he misused the vulnerability
I pretend not been affected
But everything is relatable to past
And I blame myself
I took everyone's side
Not all can be wrong but one must be
I failed to negotiate
I hurt myself..!

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