We can end this here...
My whole world crushed....
My eyes could not control those drops which wanted to drip down ....
Harivansh Rai Bachchan wrote...
Life is all about moving on...
Irrespective of a meteor falls everyday and makes the sky incomplete
the stars continue to shine showing us the continuity of life....
But what when life leaves you....
Life will be lifeless...
We dreamt together about shining in the sky...
But forgot that stars shoot down too...
Arijit Singh once said..
That true love remains incomplete...
But what when two people remains together irrespective of all the hurdles they come across...?
Is that not true love...?
I always wondered why people separate when they love each other truly
Why people give up on each other...
I never gave up on you...
Irrespective of all the fights...
I remembered you in my smallest happiness..
I shared those saddest days and cried in your arms...
But when my world ended ....
I needed your arm....
But u weren't there ....
Why love needs to be incomplete?...if it's real...
Why can't u be mine for the rest of my life...?

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The lights were sparkling as stars..
And someone watched the radiant of the colourful city lights with their beloved....
They dreamt of having such home together which will sparkle the most in the diwali night...
They saw together the crackers making the sky glow in the darkness
As if the sun is glistening then in the night with colourful hues ...
Wishing inside to hold each other during gloomy nights....
They laughed with tears as no such day will come again....

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I saw them holding hands
Staring into each other's eyes
As no one was looking at them
They never cared
They kept looking at each other
And were lost in those eyes
I blushed ....
they were inseparable
Even in the crowd
In which our beloved leave our hands
In search of something they might get
But they were entwined such
I can see that happiness
Is this what true love is...?
To lose yourself in someone's eye's
To feel as if no one was there
Even if everyone is looking
To laugh like u were never such happy
To hand hold like nobody can detach
But everyone kept murmuring
I never saw them murmur when a couple fought
As it's usual
But that stare were making them jealous
So they kept murmuring....
And I came back home
In the hope of loosing myself in his eyes someday.....

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Life became abnormalised
I ran towards my goals which were empty inside
I left them in the middle
New city ....
New life...
But that old goal ....
I thought to achieve deep within
The thought of
One day , I might change one life
Kept me going
Loneliness started haunting me
Though I was competing with lakhs of people
I laughed and cried alone
I started running alone
And I realised
I had nothing to lose
I fell and picked myself up
And tried to walk this time
My compassion changed from him
To my goal which was once a void
But taught me the true meaning of my life.....

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It hurted when you said
I was the worst combined all your ex's
I tried to love you
But you were the worm in that rose
I tried to give you my time
but you took advantage whenever your infatuation arose
I waited and waited
But u stood busy
Was this our destiny ..?
My lips faded
I can't fight more for your time..
My throat pained and I kept inhaling my tears
I heard you say that u have got other options
That was my greatest fear
Maybe I haven't expressed much
But you told me you love me such
Where you can bring those stars and make me your queen
I will come to you in palanquin
I lost myself in loving you
Still you remain unsatisfied
One day things will end
And we will think of one another for a while...
And then we will move on
Maybe those paths we walked holding our hands
Will remain the same
And one day we will walk on the same road with our beloved
And maybe you think you walked here with me one day
And on more roads like this.....

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उम्मीद है ये वक्त भी जल्द आएगा
जब मुझे समझने वाला कोई मिल जाएगा
फिर मैं यू आंसू ना बहाऊंगी
हर पल बस मुस्कुराउंगी
आंसू निकलेंगे मेरे अगर तो तेरी याद में
तुम जितना भी पुकार लो मैं लौट कर ना आऊंगी
तुमने मेरा प्यार देखा है,वफ़ा देखी है
मेरे प्यार को मेरी कमजोरी मत समझना
इस वफ़ा को मजबूरी मत समझना
तुमने जिस कदर तड़पाया है
तू किसी और के लिए तड़पेगा
मुझसे ना सही किसी और से तो ...मोहब्बत करेगा।

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Can you find me in those nights....
When light fades everywhere
And this darkness starts to haunt me
Can I get your arms to sleep
When my eyes are terrified and seems restless
Can I get your shoulders to cry
When nobody could hear my shattered voice
Can I expect from you to console me
When everyone turns it's back on me...
My roads are searching for you....
But my depressed mind seems easier than finding my destiny....
And I was left alone in search of you..

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Our Nation treats you as Mother.
You are delicate and soothes the agony
when ever needed, yet so firm,
the incarnation of Durga who fought all the evils.
You are the ones with out whom
the creation of the Universe would have stopped.
You have proved yourself genius in
every walk of life may it be Aviation
or Mathematics or Space science and
at the end of the day back at home
serve the dinner to your loved ones.
You are the collage of multifaced persona
sometimes Mother,
sometimes sisters,
sometimes wives
who put the priority of others before their own self.
A Grand salute to the Entire women community.
Happy WOMEN'S Day.

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I will meet you again...
One more time ...
Maybe I will meet you in your dreams
Or on the roads we walked together holding our hands
Maybe we will meet in some pictures we clicked together
Or beside my window seat
Maybe we will meet in those dreams
We wanted to achieve together
Or in my letters , I wrote them for you
Maybe we will meet in those tears and bliss as you gave me...
Or in those loud laughs..
Maybe we will meet in those tea stalls
Where we used to share our cup of tea..
We will meet once again...
And I will keep staring at you as I used to...

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Why this loneliness...?
When everyone is there...
Why this loneliness ...?
When people show they care...
I am fighting with my depressed mind
To take back these drops of tears
You are not being valued
Why don't you disappear
I am quarrelling in silence
And I found no one understood my unspoken words
I kept inhaling them
And started behaving like a nerd
My mind got sick and body got tired
If in job I would have got fired
What will I do with this sick mind
Nobody is a reader everyone is blind
I expected your side , but I fell beside...
I tried to pick myself...
But this time it was really hard to stand...
I tried one hand to reach but it was a mirage in the desert...

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