SHALLOW
Living in the Modern world
We took pride
Tell me a thing
Are you Happy?
Faking smiles
Waking up to tender eyes
Hiding scars on the shallow soul
Dodging yourself every night
Losing yourself in disguise
Running away from your emotions
Becoming something you aren't
SHALLOW......-
Self Doubt
Sitting alone
Contemplating life
Having my coffee
And the weather is nice.
Unexpected guest
Knocking at my door
I said oh Hi.
I let him settled
Listening to whatever
He has to say
Being a mute spectator
I got nothing to pay
I weigh my dreams
Also his words
He felt unwelcomed
And I said Bye.-
Not a happy Ending
Sometimes the time is wrong
And sometimes the people are
Sometimes we care too much
For the people who can't care at all.
We pour our emotions
Just to be counted as water
Colourless and odourless
We cry for people who laugh at us
We love people who don't love us back
Maybe this life of uncertainty
Will fuck my mind
Is it too hard to be a little kind and nice?
I ask myself, why I am like this?
Why I care? Why I feel? Why I love it it?
Slowly adding gravitas to my emotions.
But
Today I set you free
And I set myself free.
I loved and cared for you once, it was a small odyssey, maybe for a couple of times. But incredible one. My fear came true and my heart is drenching in pain.
Maybe it's time to go.
❤-
Harbinger of Hope
Like rain
To the soil
Rainbow
To the sky
Light
To the Dark
Joy
To the Tears
Love
To the Hate
Like Life
To the Death
Can you be my harbinger of Hope, Love and Life?-
Silence
Lost in this spiral loop
Walking aimlessly
Playing dead
And alive
Looking for a escape
Or a life
I am cold as Ice
I am standing still
My heart can't beat
It has become
As silent as stone.
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It's hard
I am feeling tense
I am crying desperately
To put this pain aside
To put this hurt in past
My ear bleeds
All I can hear, Grow up
You are immature
You don't have it bad
I can't stand their aggression
Please stop.
I want to get out
Get out of this place.
I am stuck
I am in this hole
All alone. I can't see light.
I am stuck in this hole called home
Then they say there is no place like home.
I took a deep breathe and sat on my bed.
Then it was all quite.
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TO THE PEOPLE I MET THIS YEAR 💖
I didn't know when I met you that you will bring joy to my life. Even if it was for a moment, I lived my life to the fullest. I was me at that moment. Thank you for making me feel like that. Thanks for all the calls, sharing stories and sorrows, you left footprints in my monotonous life. A lot of things broke my heart this year and there is a lot of things that filled my heart with love and happiness. This year has been hard for all of us. Many of us lost our loved ones. But life is also about not giving up and too short to worry about trivial things.
This year has been hard and I am ready to move on.
To love, laughter and happily ever after. 💖
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YOU ARE NOT LIKE EVERYONE ELSE
AND THAT'S YOUR SUPERPOWER
In this world of the rat race
And the trend of becoming a happy face
Where people took pride being a savage
Oh you poor little girl
You got no place.
You say what you feel so often
You cry and laugh so often
You use your conscience
Before you do or speak something
Wondering, Can this hurt someone?
Oh, my dear! This is the 21st century
You shouldn’t care much
Your action shouldn’t bother much
Being callous is a new trend
And nobody here is just a friend.
Dear Girl, stop listening to them
Don’t empty your feelings
Be in love, be full of feelings
Be thirsty for love
Don’t let foolish, dim your light
Don’t let them darken you
You are not like them
And that’s your SUPERPOWER.-
I will keep you in my heart
And not in my life.
It would hurt less. 💖-
Not everyone you meet is your friend.
Everyone is sent to our life for some purpose. We might not be knowing what was that but one day everything will make sense. I keep listening to everyone is only the part of the journey but why can't we keep them throughout our journey or at least can look up to them at times of need. Maybe some are meant to be alone or maybe they don't deserve good friends or people or maybe some are destined to suffer. Some have personal life complications, some have professional and some have both of them and many more. They keep losing people and sometimes they question themselves was it a really big deal? Was that required? And all these things are enough to make you feel small.
You are left with no choice but let them go. People may come and people may go, but life goes on. 💪💌-