Soch soch kar, sach tak nhi pahucha jaa sakta !!

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Kahaniya Aur Bhi Likhni hai,
Khud k gehraiyon me khud ko
dhundna abhi baki hai,
Najron me khud ko pehchan-na baki hai.

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Fir Aa gai , Sukoon dhundne !!

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It doesn't bother me anymore, people always been unhappy with me. Hume to apno ne loota, Ki gairo me kaha dum tha,Meri kisti wahi dubi,Jaha pani bahut kam tha. Sometimes it become difficult for me to act as normal as I grown up with a distrustuctive mind. Person living in anxiety, fear , depres.countiniously , there success rate is 0.1%. They try to fit in the world where they never been accepted . This person lives 20-80% . Sometime a wors Normal become abnormal because you don't know what is normal , you keep trying to be that normal that you don't know how to become like that normal. BUT still koshish jari hai. Because you don't have an option .

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Mujhse hamesha kaha jata hai ,
Parents se baat kro , unko explain kro apni problems ,

But , the things is that , they are result oriented people . They want see results , specially a positive result.

They don't care about your mental status for that ,their simple explanation they didn't had to face these in their 20s.
For eg:- You can't met with an accident because they didn't met with any accident .

They themself are so much entangle with their mental status and emotions that they can't focus on offspring , for that simple explanation they had to earn ,they have their own office work n problem. They are doing these ONLY for us, to give facilities.
Conclusion:- Become a warrior beat your hurdles by you own. They is no one for you , Tum aae akele ho or jaoge bhi akele.
Note:- Don't let this to be happen with your offspring. Beware it can't come in ur gene.
Question:- what to do ? Whats your thinking for this ?

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Ham asliyat me zindagi kaha jite hai ,
Hamari har kaam ya toh movies se ya social media se prerit hoti hai ,
Sahi me zindagi kya hoti hai , vo to tb pta lagta hai jab ham pareshan hote hai ,
Hum mushkile , musibaton me ghir jate hai.
Zindagi ki hakikat itni aasan nhi hai ,
Uske liee khud ko samjhna padta hai ,
Movies ya social media sirf ektarfa chizen dikhati hai , jisko ham apna sabkuchh man lete hai.
Par aisa nhi hai.

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Speaking fluent english and putting stylish abbreviation doesn't prove the intelligence .

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I am experiencing hardest part of MY LIFE .
Surrounding is normal ,as usuals but I am not .
New session of my graduation .
I already lost my peace ,
But the most affecting me is loosing friends .
I lost most of the closest friends.
They were literally power pack for me.
I saw my closest friend heart break,
loosing their relatives .
I saw my parents in a horrible situations .
It was suppose to be happen no doubt .
But Its too early , Its too early to see disgrace all around .
I am watching everything , but there's no word , gesture left , to show them that I really miss them.
Everyday I console myself to be practical.
Hide my emotions , Smile infront of universe ,Chant in myself everything Gonna be Ok.
Don't worry

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As time passes , things haven't been the same .
Head to heart have become stone. Soul is fighting to free .
Bloom to wither hasn't been in a day.
It took a decade to sunken the immature heart.

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Jab fursat ho to meri khabar puchh lena ,
Koi tumhare puchhne ka intzar kr rha hai ,

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