Losing you feels like,
I have lost my personal diary...

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Friend: Did you try to see , he gave efforts for you or not?

Me: Yes, He did and does put a lot of efforts for me even more than I do for him..

Friend: Then , why this decision, to stay as friends? You both care for each other, a lot..

Me: Cause He gave efforts in friendship and I gave efforts in love..

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My mind is my love
and my thoughts incarnate you..

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Sometimes my heart just cries to see you, to text you , to miss you and to say that I love you but will it really be worthy to return , will it be worthy to stay ,to take all burdens , knowing that you will never be mine?

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শুন্য থেকে ফিরে পেলাম সবি,
কিন্তু পেলাম কি সেই মধুর "সময়ে"?
ফিরে কি এলো সেই "তুমি"?
না, আজ পেয়েও হারিয়েছি সবই |

আছে নাম , আছে বিলাস ..
আছে সুখ , আছে শান্তি...
শুধু নেই যে আমার "তুমি" !
না, আজ পেয়েও হারিয়েছি সবই |

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Opened the window
To feel the rain outside . .
But it...
Reminded of a same rainy day.

He, holding my umbrella ..
Together we so close, so close hella!
Slowly we walked down the streets ;
Mischievous Cupid , disturbing my heart
beats..

But I closed the view .
Cause the umbrella changed
and I also knew ;
that the girl too..

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Aisa kyu,
Lagta hain ki roj likhu tumhe,
tum kitne khaass ho?
Aisa kyu ,
Lagta hain ki duur rehkar vi ,
tum kitne paas ho?
Aisa kyu ,
lagta hain ki tum ,
tum nahi, meri har ek ehsaas ho?

"Aisa kyu?"

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"Pretty enough"

Lipsticks and Gloss
Can't hide my flaws;
my scar is deep as my dimple,
popping up my pimple.

Prefer kurti over Top,
style is kinda outdated and flop.
Glitters and shines,
Don't exist in my retro shrines.

Count stars not likes
Life's bout' Movie hypes.
Bangles don't glint in my eyes,
Insecurities give inevitable sighs .

Selfless giving is an art
that masters my heart ,
but "why didn't my bestie text?"
I weep and wipe, next.
Ain't a quite silly , me?
i guess so...

Lipsticks and Gloss
Can't hide my flaws;
but ain't I pretty enough
to steal your little thoughts?

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"Your Recommended Song"

Do you remember the song,
that you recommended me?
Well, that's still in my playlist
Winning the nominee.

Earphones plugged;
the only song on repeat ,
blushing alone at the corner,
Used to make my day complete.


Now, when someone plays the song;
I run to the same corner ,
Hiding my face, not for blush
But for rubbing the tears ,on rush ..

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I realize how much time I invest to water a dead plant..

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