The reason you don't want to share anything with anyone is because you had a person with whom you shared everything in the past.

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Carving for a "Cross-the-limit" Criss_cross hug to my Crush.

Carving for a soft Crust, lip-wrapped, Crass-kiss to my crush.

To Crushed, that breathless_quietness to the breathe_fast deepness.

The pleasure Creates,Crisp-lines
of hidden Crests and troughs in
the breath of my heart.

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The fallen angel fall on earth to fall in love.
The ill-dreamy divine creature has the wings of daisy-desire for breathtaking joysome in love; Saccharine-Smile, Eager-Eyes do not have natural affection.
She is the Ghoster, I am being Ghosted in the dark hollow place!!
Ha- Ha- Ha ..........
"Now the Strom is coming to play havoc with
hell like love to hell with love".
I am a demon fighting like razor sharp hell and she is a necessary evil for my breathtaking aliveness.
Devil may care to the devastation.

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"Thinkin' 'bout unlost entwine Friendship!"
I am in spirits! Don't know to love her,
for-give her or to for-get her,
"I m just fed up".
And that's fine !
From wondering past's 3 dimensional care
to the rendering future's substitutional there, "that's you did is also fine"!

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To speed up your tough running cadences try to repeat "Hill repeats".
It can hurt your Heel , but an Up-Hill running "practice" can Heal- up your Heel too.

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The journey from an inanimate space rock to a living shooting-star.

There's a gleam that "closes everyone's eyes" to make a wish.

Its mettle to being a Meteor, Subtleties of fulfilling wishes.

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Love you from Scratch.........

You are the beginning of my
Less shine, uncoloured stippling sketch.

"Desired to stretch a rainbow in puffy cumulus clouds, that gives a beautiful coloured background to my sketch",
but in The fear of a full stretch can hurt the rainbow; Relaxing the stretch and make it less stretched, half rainbow" .

Just closed my eyes & wished for a rain to make it more beautiful;
Luckily, it rained, but the rain "I wished was not mine; It was the rain from someone else's cloud & the rain destroyed my sketch!!

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I miss the path, that I used to travel, to meet her.
Please ,Do me a favour; Let me be your mirror,
so I can get a glimpse of you dear.

Peeling my heart inch by inch,
when, I remember her last twitchy touch pinch by pinch!

When "I lost her presence,
to fill her absence".
"just paused my senses and played my princess's songs "which she sang";
_"ohh my smugness"
It is the beautiful moment, to miss her closeness.

Flares in My mind are glare,
when she asked me about my choice on her clothes, to wear.

She is an antique prismatic crysatl piece, fill my life with
the antiquated mono-chromatic
peace.

The Nostalgic clusters of
Conversation, Nonversation ,Textpectation everytime, I looked at "I can see the beginning of our Dilemmic-friendship love story".

Your absence piercing me like sharp Silvery-Icicles ;A warmest hug of Golden-Flame is needed in your arms, to melt that freezy Icicles.

Ooohh..
Carolina you are my Damn-dilemma
of being in love or in infatuation.

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Like "white" is a colour but always absence from the crayons box; It doesn't mean white is useless or less impo.
It is a complete white sheet, where all colours are painted over to make a painting.

Don't get worry about the eyesome colours of emotions, relationship, success of others; "People on social media have the same no. Of colour-filters on their emotions as their edited dp also ".

In color psychology white is purity, peace,innocence, wholeness and completion.
You are the "Raw white" my dear, who is not here but always have the importance in my life to make my life colourful.

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Loyalty is a lie.
Loyalty is a scared of getting Cheat again;
For liars,"It is easy to stay Real,but hard- to stay Loyal behind anybody's back.

Trust is a Faithless Blind Belief of
Retaining Faithfulness Honestly.

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