Sometimes a man look at their woman like she was crazy for leaving. But if that man where to go through half of stuff that they often put woman through, he would realise that woman was actually a bit crazy for staying as long as she did.

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"Someone will come along. Someone who understands that you get jealous and anxious. Someone who knows the fears you have rooted deep in your past and holds you when you're feeling scared. Someone who can't dance, but dances with you anyway. They can't sing, but they'll sing to you anyway. They'll love any gift you give, even when it's the wrong size and they'll love anything you cook for them, even when it's burnt. They'll make you laugh until you cry, and know exactly what to say to make you smile They'll leave you feeling helplessly, unapologetically happy as you fall asleep at night. You'll wonder how you ever got so lucky. Just be patient. Someone will come along."

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Who did that to you? Who fucked you up so bad, emotionally and mentally that you have completely shut down anyone who tries to help you. You don't talk about your feelings, you push kind people away, and you let negative people in. You refuse to open up and let someone love or care about you.
Who fucking did that to you?

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"You lost her.
And now she lights up the night time sky for her new lover cause he recognised her as the moon.

And you envy him. She could have been your moon, but you were too busy chasing the dimly lit stars."

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In relationships, if you are strong enough to let yourself fall in love and give everything you have, you will be strong enough to let it all go. Strong enough to pick up all the pieces and start over.

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When love comes again, let it. You deserve to be happy again, you deserve to have the feelings again. It's so unfair spending the rest of your life with fear. Fear of thinking. Overthinking. Will it work ? Will it slip? Will it hurt me again? Not every love is out there to hurt you. One day a love will reach you. It will finally make you understand why it didn't work out for you in the past. It will show you what love really is and you just have to give it a try because love is beautiful and you sure shall experience that one day.

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""""Why did you guys broke up?"""

She laughed, almost painfully. "One day he love me and the next day he didn't. Strange isn't it? How fast someone's feelings can change and then there's nothing you can do but accept it. You have to sit and accept the fact that you're completely in love with someone who doesn't even give a shit whether you come or go and frankly they would rather it if you don't come at all. And that sucks."

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It is kinda messed up, isn't it? How all of a sudden, someone just wakes up and decides to never talk to you again. No reasons. No explanations. No words said. They just leave you hanging like you never meant to them, and what hurts the most is how they made it look so easy.

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Settled
I let you mistreat me.
It wasn't because I love you
That was a lie I told both of us to justify staying
It was because I didn't love myself enough to leave and go out and get better.

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I remember you told me
to stay strong,
to be happy.
But now when
my memory is fading
almost gone,
I have started
to fall apart.

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