In everybodys past, they have different dreams
to get that,to get this,to be like that.
But i always wished,can you take me away,i don't want to live.
From childhood to my divorce
My life was like a hell,
Tears, Suffocation, Obeying, obeying
Living with fear & with lots of fun makers,teasers..
So i hate myself alot.
Don't know when does all got changed.
Today i love myself alot then others.
God taught me how to love my life
How to enjoy & how to be awesome.
So before taking your life.
Just think..
Challenges are part of journey.
I say move with the flow.
There are lots you don't understand.
But you will feel good after sometime.
Bcz some are born like that.

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I always wished to have someone in my life.
I tried hard, but what I got was pain, tears, and lies.
I understood--that only happens in dreams.
In reality, it’s too hard to find,
Because the experiences you face, what you see, and what you hear
Don’t allow you to take another chance.
And when you start loving yourself,
You no longer feel the need to carry that stress again.

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What I found about me is...
Too unique,
Too special,
Too sweeeet...
And I guarantee,
If you meet me once,
You won’t ever forget me--
Because
another version of me
doesn’t exist."

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Talk to the one who you feel comfortable with,
Or
Spend your time with yourself in Beach or in your Room.
Or
Hear motivational audio, quran recitation.

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" Peace of Mind ".

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Today dont know how my dhavani got stitched & completly stuck in road block & how i reached office..& only God knows...&... everybody said dress was gorgeous..& i never thought,i could wear in this moment...& What made me too funny was...one of our staff from other office came to our office to invite for his marriage & i was walking to my seat & he was talking to other staff & manager but his eyes started staring at me from door to seat..not taking his eyes away, not hearing what others saying..i just smiled to him,but he didn't smiled in return & others were confused looking at me and him, i felt little confused & little bit funny.. his eyes became blind for sometime...😁😁

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In my life, I have everyone.
But for me, I am alone.
I realize this when I am with people,
from the ignorance they show.
They stop sitting with me,
they don’t have time for me.

Actually, it hurts deep down,
but I just smile--no complaints, no questions.
I just do my job and leave.

And what I noticed is,
when they need me, they always ask.

After all, what I feel is--
God notices it.
He understands my pain, I feel it.
He always helps in another way,
giving me a smile to feel it.

I don’t know why He cares for me more…
Maybe because, as some say,
“You are always special, that’s why.”

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Today i felt too broken..😔😔😔

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In every crowd there be
"Someone" ----
whom
like to talk to you
whom
Watches you
whom
always remember you
whom
always gives a Smile.

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Do anybody have a problem in dealing with someone whom was trustable once,whom provided light when you were lonely & broked you too badly by words,left you...& After some years come back & still you cant talk to that person, you feel of avoiding..and you get a weird type feeling...its not good..& their message irritate you the most...have anybody gone through this experience...??

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