When I go through the motions of life,
Facing moments of doubt, of struggle, of strife,
I wonder how others seem so free,
While I carry questions deep within me.

Their smiles shine brightly, their days seem so light,
I scroll through their updates late into the night.
Do they ever pause, and wonder, and sigh?
Or is it just me who feels dreams pass by?

Did they ever feel like they’ve come up short,
Like they didn’t achieve the things they once thought?
Or do they float effortlessly through the air,
While I’m tangled in thoughts, lost in despair?

Maybe behind the brightness they share,
They’re fighting a battle I’m unaware.
But still, I wonder, in moments of doubt,
Why happiness feels so far when I reach out.

Is it just me who stumbles, who waits,
While others seem to walk through opened gates?
Yet I carry on, through the unseen fight,
Hoping one day, I'll feel that light.

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In silence, I held feelings deep,
For many souls, in secret keep.
Yet, when I saw them, joyous, free,
With someone else, not meant to be,

It struck me clear, a bitter truth,
To let them go, in gentle sleuth.
For if their smile’s brighter without me near,
Then withholding love, was my sincere,

Yet, deep within, a flicker glows,
A spark of hope, that softly grows.
For in the shadows, love may yet,
Find a home, where hearts are set,

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Tu ek roz sar lagaye mere kandho se
Fir inta roye ki koi malal baki na ho

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Love I seek, a precious gold,
Sometimes less, my heart feels cold.
But in my soul, I know it's true,
I deserve a love that's pure and true.

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In shadows hidden, a man bore strife,
Anxiety's whispers, the battle of life.
Yearning to weep, but judgments held tight,
His heart's true emotions, concealed from sight.

Yet in the darkness, he found a way,
To embrace his tears, to let them sway.
Through vulnerability's gentle embrace,
He discovered strength, a newfound grace.

No longer bound by society's decree,
A man unmasked, his spirit set free.
With tears as allies, he faced the day,
In simple truth, he found his own way.

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Struggling to find solace, I tried, but couldn't push the chair beneath my feet. The weight of my thoughts held me captive, refusing any easy escape. In darkness, I sought a glimmer of hope, yet the chair remained a distant companion. I'll keep searching for the strength to rise and face the battles ahead.

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That walk and that endless talk
The time was still when the second stopped at 3 o’clock
Wish it could stay little longer
I could feel blood rushing to your heart and see the eyes full of dreams on that night
Cannot forget the urge to cuddle and that thought of holding you tight
Wish It could stay little longer
That warm hug and then the passionate kiss
I wouldn’t know it would happen like this
But Wish it could stay little longer
Resting my head on your shoulder and feeling so calm
Holding you closer made me feel secure from all the harm
wish it could stay little longer
I wish ‘you’ could stay little longer

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When the glowing moon
in the middle of the sky asked me
For whom are this tears
rolling down your cheeks should be ?
Unspoken words reached the night
Soon the crickets started making the buzzing sound
And the misty cloud covered the moon all around
I was numb like dead leaf
There was darkness everywhere
as the night changed
Midnight sky was silent,
words unexchanged .
The wind in trees prepared a new tune
reaching miles unheard of any other sound
The moon and i was there whole night
but the answer was never found.

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There is a girl in town
Bit mischievous, cautious deep down
Desire to fly high some day
Demolishing every stambling blocks on her way
She is crazy and its part of her charm
Her presence is always chearful and warm

Yes !girl I'm talking about you
Born very speical you are one of the few
Oh ! I forgot to wish you at 12 midnight
So here is what I was intending to write
Wish you all the hapiness and success you desire
And all your ambitious raise like raging fire

 you are always thought in a very special way
Dear simpy I wish you a very happy birthday

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To Deserve


What did I do
To deserve what I am getting
What should I do
To get what I deserve

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