she keep her feelings in the dark
perhaps,
he knew the best way to unveil

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perhaps,
you don't have to endure
the meaningless feelings
or the forced connections, even
things that are one sided anymore
you ever think people who love
are worthy enough to be loved?
someone will love you
even when you least deserve it
sometimes the same things hurt
so come on,
don't fall into that space & break again
i know you never completely recover
but someday you'll just know
you have made it through for better
certainly if it happens;
all at once or not at all

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//the tender night i remember//

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and that night you physically stopped
yourself from blinking
those loud thunderstorm
isn't frightening you anymore
you realised,
you were fighting for someone
who isnt fighting for you,
but this time it's different
every up, down & in between
you chose 'YOU'
isn't this the closure you dreamt of?
you blinked with a sigh of relief
in the end nothing else mattered but you.

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what do you think of lazy makeouts?

a tiring day, right after dinner, you lie perfectly beside eachother, comfortable, relaxed, when a huge tide of tenderness hits you both hard, you knew where exactly to touch her. tracing every line of her body, and melting into eachother, you kiss her lips unhurried, getting warm, her soft moans growing deeper in your mouth like a shared secret. you move on top of her, your bodies pressed close, slowly sliding yourself into her, every inch pulling you closer, she grabbed your shoulders, her finger nails scratching your skin gently, one slow stroke after another, you leaned down to kiss her neck, her eyes locked into yours, neither of you were ready to let go. no words? no need, your world shirked into touch, breath and closeness, every feeling settles, then you kissed her forehead a good night. she pulled you and curled into your arms, you knew she belonged there, you run your fingers through her wavy hair, while her favourite songs play low in your room, the playlist set to go off in half an hour, she fell asleep in seconds with a smile on her face, now you closed your eyes too
in this quiet space everything feels right isn't it?

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he perhaps flavoured like death
gambled her love, slaughtered &
buried down as the moonset.
dead don't whisper,
but it screams
nevertheless, she atleast loved !

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//if there's us, here's my confession//

i swear,
to give you the love entrapped by poets!
you defy all my logic and sanity,
there's nothing in the world except that,
hard romantic, crazy soft,
lazy passionate, busy within easy reach,
awkwardly emotional, comfortably chaotic,
yet runs oppositely parallel!
someday, if there's us?
look up the blue sky,
whisper my name,
i'll be right there.
not just in spring,
even when it's winter & death!

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//the night survives//

every night i perform autopsy
scraping my skin raw
dissecting my frozen bone
ripping my heart apart
i heard the bruises
yelling like thunderstorm
i realise it's not the darkness
that i'm afraid of
it's the shadow of your heart
stood quite & still
in the cremation of my soul alive
it's not me
just the night survives!

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and with him,
vibes made me feel whole
words never share the title role!!

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களவாடிய பொழுதுகளில்
அவன் தோள் மீதேறி
காதோரம் நான்
கேள்வி தாள் நீட்ட
கட்டிலறையில் கள்வனிடம்
கற்பவை அனைத்தும்
கட்டாய கல்வி தான்!!

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