she keep her feelings in the dark
perhaps,
he knew the best way to unveil

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perhaps,
you don't have to endure
the meaningless feelings
or the forced connections, even
things that are one sided anymore
you ever think people who love
are worthy enough to be loved?
someone will love you
even when you least deserve it
sometimes the same things hurt
so come on,
don't fall into that space & break again
i know you never completely recover
but someday you'll just know
you have made it through for better
certainly if it happens;
all at once or not at all

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//the tender night i remember//

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and that night you physically stopped
yourself from blinking
those loud thunderstorm
isn't frightening you anymore
you realised,
you were fighting for someone
who isnt fighting for you,
but this time it's different
every up, down & in between
you chose 'YOU'
isn't this the closure you dreamt of?
you blinked with a sigh of relief
in the end nothing else mattered but you.

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what do you think of lazy makeouts?

after a tiring day, lying perfect beside eachother, comfortable and relaxed, a huge wave of love hit you hard, you know where exactly to touch. tracing every inch of her body, you both are so into eachother, you're kissing her with your warm lips, her moans grows deeper in your mouth, you're on the top of her, your body pressed against eachother, slowly sliding yourself into her, now that you're fully inside her, she grabbed your shoulders firmly, you're applying pressure both inside and out, her finger nails scratching your skin, one after one of those soft strokes, you leaned down to kiss her neck, she locked her eyes to yours, you both were not ready to cut your eye contact or to utter a word, lost in the absolute tenderness, once you finished, you kissed her forehead a good night. she pulled you closer and curled up in your arms, you're running your fingers in her wavy hair, there is this song from your playlist you listen all the time playing in your room, she fell asleep in seconds with a smile on her face,
everything just feels right isn't it?

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he perhaps flavoured like death
gambled her love, slaughtered &
buried down as the moonset.
dead don't whisper,
as if it screams
nevertheless, she atleast loved!

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//if there's us, here's my confession//

i swear,
to give you the love entrapped by poets!
you defy all my logic and sanity,
there's nothing in the world except that,
hard romantic, crazy soft,
lazy passionate, busy within easy reach,
awkwardly emotional, comfortably chaotic,
yet runs oppositely parallel!
someday, if there's us?
look up the blue sky,
whisper my name,
i'll be right there.
not just in spring,
even when it's winter & death!

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//the night survives//

every night i perform autopsy
scraping my skin raw
dissecting my frozen bone
ripping my heart apart
i heard the bruises
yelling like thunderstorm
i realise it's not the darkness
that i'm afraid of
it's the shadow of your heart
stood quite & still
in the cremation of my soul alive
it's not me
just the night survives!

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and with him,
vibes made me feel whole
words never share the title role!!

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to that one, you're never
too loud or too quite,
too much of this or too little of that,
to them you're enough of everything
& what not?
they love you all at once!

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