Ambivalence

The charm has gone, the interest was lost
Each one of us departed with a broken trust.
We didn't even realised what that costs,
And sadly afterwards our paths never crossed.

The anger turned into suffering and pain,
And the fire poured like rain
Then Having a stressed brain
Made sure to drive us insane.

Full of hatred
Never thought of the memories created
Its just that we never translated
The words that remained unsaid.

Day by day as the hopes reduced ,
Our grief increased.
Laden with chore.. finally
Our love ceased.

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Lust : When you fall for someone's body.

Love : When you fall for someone's soul.

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I seem courageous through my words,
I seem determined through my appearance,
I seem a happy-go-lucky girl through my laughter.
But, this is also true that I too a have soft corner deep inside my heart which gets badly hurt even by the little nuances in my life.

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I tried to scribble all that i know about you
but my words could only be unkind
to hide you from my cynical ink,
to choose you over the truth,
to leave the voiceless words behind.

You are the poem of my heart,
for you i have built a castle that
had survived the rough tides
but if you stray out to face the unholy rhymes,
I am powerless in these darkest times.

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If I have ever mentioned you in any of my poesy then, either i love you unconditionally or i hate you to death.
Sometimes, both.

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He appeared when I was lonely
He saw through my wounds closely
I was pretending to be fine but i wasn't
I told myself I had moved on but i hadn't
But he knew it all
His heart was pure enough to see through my soul.

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Your wounding words and actions will forever be in my mind
They hurt like hell but thanks to them I stand unblind.

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Infiltrate my heart, break the wall,
it's time for me to let it fall
Release my soul held deep within
For you're in my heart where love begins

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On That day

I came across one of our favorite moments
Mist of reminisces encompassed all around
Thoughts of past days yearn to be felt, relived and adored
and happiness is all that i found.

Wanted to remind you of the same
But discerning for you to tag, seemed futile
I kept questioning " how can i forget something related to you?"
then realised you have obstructed all my ways to reach you.

It left me with alot of queries
It felt so surreal to be here
Imagined all the possible theories for this behaviour
and we stood unaware that your
not so reasonable answers and my
annoyance, detached us.

Still bleeding with the notion that its not us but 'you and me'
laced up my heart and shrugged on my soul
Walked away cold heartedly
leaving our memory lane with a rabbit hole.

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