I tried to scribble all that i know about you
but my words could only be unkind
to hide you from my cynical ink,
to choose you over the truth,
to leave the voiceless words behind.
You are the poem of my heart,
for you i have built a castle that
had survived the rough tides
but if you stray out to face the unholy rhymes,
I am powerless in these darkest times.
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If I have ever mentioned you in any of my poesy then, either i love you unconditionally or i hate you to death.
Sometimes, both.-
He appeared when I was lonely
He saw through my wounds closely
I was pretending to be fine but i wasn't
I told myself I had moved on but i hadn't
But he knew it all
His heart was pure enough to see through my soul.-
Your wounding words and actions will forever be in my mind
They hurt like hell but thanks to them I stand unblind.
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Infiltrate my heart, break the wall,
it's time for me to let it fall
Release my soul held deep within
For you're in my heart where love begins-
On That day
I came across one of our favorite moments
Mist of reminisces encompassed all around
Thoughts of past days yearn to be felt, relived and adored
and happiness is all that i found.
Wanted to remind you of the same
But discerning for you to tag, seemed futile
I kept questioning " how can i forget something related to you?"
then realised you have obstructed all my ways to reach you.
It left me with alot of queries
It felt so surreal to be here
Imagined all the possible theories for this behaviour
and we stood unaware that your
not so reasonable answers and my
annoyance, detached us.
Still bleeding with the notion that its not us but 'you and me'
laced up my heart and shrugged on my soul
Walked away cold heartedly
leaving our memory lane with a rabbit hole.
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I want to be your soulful eyes depth of those blue skies
your perfect starry night,
I want to be the wave of your heart when they dance alone
in the mid-night tone
your way back home,
I want you to listen to my cheesy rhymes
feed me with similar sweet lines
staying together all the time.
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When tides of thoughts crash
and the waves of strength retreat,
for a while my heart skips a beat.
When the clouds of overthinking disperse
and the stars of hope appear,
I stand again disregarding my fear.
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LET IT GO
Think back to when you were in your pre-teens,
somewhere between twelve and eighteen.
Hurtling down the lanes full of desires,
muddled, what is it that we really require?
Thats when i got to know about love,
said to be witnessed by hills below and skies above.
It started with ticklish tummy and rosy cheek,
making me fall harder with a heart so weak.
I wished my love to last beyond infinity,
it went so far that i started sensing his presence in the vicinity.
When maturity took the place of blind love,
the scenarios were different from what i wanted,
thats when i saw myself being taken for granted.
Prioritizing self respect, teary eyes shining bright,
i thought its ok to be sad after a decision taken right.
We ended up being two different souls,
as misunderstandings and insults took a toll
While complaining about what i did and what i got,
i realised, sometimes love comes just to teach us what love is not!-