You would see a room cushioned with care and affection, to home you whenever you need. The heart bit that skipped getting your texts coated with momentary care. The hesitation of moving forward without you. The battle of acceptance and life. The long muted curious kid. The girlish dreams that got crushed on my way of becoming a strong woman.

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लोगों को, जैसे हैं वैसे अपनाने का
और नकाब भरी दुनिया में बेनकाव होने के लिए जगह देने का
और बिना कुछ कहे निरबता से साथ देने का
सुकून क्या होता है..

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मेरी आम सी जिंदगी में; बड़े खास हो तुम।

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an unseen web
of constraints;
we call self-discipline
and responsibilities
and ethics.

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When you get hit by a bullet and you unconsciously stitch the wound without removing the bullet because it has pierced deep into your flesh and the pain of removal is huge, then it gets septic, causing constant pain and eventually weakening you and eating you up inside out.

To heal it you need to put out the bullet and throw it away and then stitch it. Then only the wound will dry and suffering will end with the scar as a reminder.

So when someone hit you with separation, remove them completely from your life and then work on your healing. Then only you can move on with life. Otherwise you'll get stuck and life will get stagnant.

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कोई घड़ी या नापने की यंत्र की
जरूरत नहीं है
बस तुम कल कहां थे
और आज कहाँ हो, वो देखो
खुशी और दुःख को
महशूस कर रहे हो तोह, वो देखो

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If our story will ever have a name, it will be,
"Two broken people shattered each other".
— % &

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I hope you can talk to me then,
you can tell me why you left,
you can tell me that
our bonding was real for a period,
that you were true to me
for that period,
that you felt loved by me.

I hope we can talk with each other then,
about what happened,
how we coped with our loneliness,
how we accepted life
and evolved into our better versions.
And yes, I hope you can tell me
why you always told that
you felt safe with me.

I know things will never be same,
we will never embrace each other tightly
as promised before your sudden hibernation.
But I hope, we can look into each others' eyes
and give a genuine smile,
that we have made it through the hell
that came in our path
and we are grateful for our time together
and for our separation too.— % &

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You set yourself free.— % &

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Every morning,
on waking up,
remind yourself;
how much you want to live this gifted life
and that your desire to live
is always much greater
than the desire to quit,
and to live it,
you have to start
at that very moment.— % &

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