I see you in my broken glasses
The way duct tape is holding it right now
Our relationship was once just like that
Maybe that's the reason why you are not here
I see the pictures, I see the videos
Of your fake promises & false acts
You left so easily like it meant nothing
It's almost unbelievable
That you know every part of me
But I never did.
It was all a mirage of fake love &
pseudo dreams of forever happiness.
Now I am here on the floor
In the puddle of my own tears
But who cares, you are not here...

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Love is far too inadequate
to encapsulate what I feel for you,
It transcends mere sentiment,
It's the very essence of existence shared with you.

Your scarlet tresses ignite my passion,
In your dark, kohl-rimmed eyes, I find solace,
Your lips, so perfect, so succulent,
Each taste a sweet symphony of desire.

Yet I must cloak my emotions,
Conceal our love in monochrome hues,
For the world isn't prepared to witness
Our unique tale of affection.

Try as I might to harbor resentment,
At the sight of your face, it dissipates,
Every fiber of my being brims with adoration,
Yet, despite it all, you remain beyond my grasp.

You are my truest love,
My soul's eternal companion,
You are, and always will be,
My Celia St. James.

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a closed chapter now.

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Let your thought's paper plane fly
In this beautiful turquoise sky
Cuz holding them back
Is definitely not worth it!

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In my trinity of wishes
all I am left with is an
unquenched duplet!

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Blinding lights, footsteps in haste
Exhausted eyes, colloid of emotions
The constant search for work-life balance
The essence of the city-life!

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It all starts with a single thought
then it becomes a chain of thoughts
wrapped around my neck
choking my creativity
imparing my judgements
doubting every skill in my possession
till I wreck myself with my own hands.

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Reading is an art
It is not just about the mere words
But the perception we make after!

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Your slaps don't hurt anymore
Your words don't cut through my soul anymore
You are a monster.

You always have tried to crush me into the ground
Well, you forgot my true identity
I'm a resilient seed
And your cruelty is helping me to germinate above ground
Faster and faster.

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I was sitting alone
under the same tree
where we first met

Yes, the one with pink blossoms
I plucked one in your memory

Although, it is the same tree
with same flowers

The scent is faded now.

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