I still remember the day when I saw you for the first time.
You clad in a pair of jeans and that netted white top
One which I soon came to realize as your favourite attire.
Our eyes may have met, and maybe to the others it was a mere glance. But you and I knew it wasn't the last. We met time and again and kept on crossing paths and meeting, until the final day. The day when our paths were meant to part but you moved distances. Maybe not for me but for someone else. I should have had taken it as my first sign. But the rose colored glasses do hide things in plain sight.
We met a few times for the next revolution or so until we didn't and you decided on your own. That we have met our last and we're done, nowhere asking how I felt. Now I do see you... maybe with the same glance I once did, but these aren't rose tinted anymore. They are maybe a shade of gray, making everything gloomy in its way. So the happy memories are still happy and the sad ones still sad, but what pains me more is how easily you moved on. Yes that's what keeps me awake at night. That's what creeps in my mind and makes me lay awake at this ungodly hour and maybe hope for something that wasn't there ever...
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