From the pages I wrote about our dreams and hopes to the pages I wrote about begging you to stay and understand me…….
I watch those burn endlessly.-
All the pretty and beautiful ladies out there,
Never ever question your worth or think that you’re not enough.
YOU DESERVE EVERYTHING and YOU ARE ENOUGH✨-
You cried in front of them, I cried alone
You complained about me, I kept quite
You acted as innocent, I became rude
You said I left you, I was all alone from the beginning
You told everyone that I broke up with you, I never said anyone anything wrong
You have people who helped you to look forward for bright future, I struck in the same trauma and getting panic attacks
Your friends are still with you, I lost everyone
You flew away, I am still here-
When the right time comes, I’ll meet you. Again.
Can we fall in love again?-
The way the pale white wandering cloud found the setting sun and turned red, I turned into a beautiful woman after meeting you ❤️
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I broke down every single time when I heard I’m either not enough or just little too much for the people whom I thought that they’re my everything.
I cried out loud in silence, questioned my worth every single day, had multiple mental breakdowns and even tried to kill myself hoping that will keep me out of this misery.
I lived in depression with a cheerful smile on my face.
You came into my life when I was at a point in my life where I lost the hope in living.
You did LIGHT up my dull soul with the joy by you being you and made me believe in myself again.
I can’t believe that we’ve come this far and I’m so grateful to God that he sent you to me.
Maybe a part of me always knew that you’re the ONE.
All I can say is let’s start this new chapter by holding our hands together with a promise of being there for each other always ❤️-
People be like throwing stones and dirt at you
Later behave like you hurt them and blame you for the dirt on their hands-
Was it too hard for you to stay with me when I needed you the most!?
Was I too cruel to leave you when you are needing me the most!?-