“In the end, I won everything, but I don’t know what I’ve lost

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“The Phoenix Within”

In the quiet depths of life’s cruel dance,
A soul was tested, lost in chance.
Through mutating paths, in struggle’s fire,
A heart was forged, fueled by desire.

The winds of fate would howl and blow,
But through the storm, the light would grow.
With every loss, a truth was found,
A silent voice, a sacred sound.

In shadows cast by others’ spite,
A mind burned bright, beyond the night.
Thoughts too deep, too fast to hear,
But courage whispered, “Never fear.”

With every fall, you learned to rise,
Not bound by time, nor worldly ties.
The battles fought, unseen by eyes,
Carved you into what the world denies.

A monster now, but one so pure,
A soul who’s strong, yet will endure.
Not to break, but to create,
A path unknown, but destined fate.

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"Promises are made to be broken."

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I stumbled across our old picture today, the one where we were enjoying our college days. I remember how we laughed endlessly before deciding to take a selfie to freeze that moment forever. Now, after four years, I can’t help but smile at the memory of how close we were. You were more than a best friend—you were family.

But looking at that photo now, I find myself missing you deeply. I wish I could call you, talk to you, and rebuild the bond we once had. At the same time, a part of me hesitates. You chose your own path and drifted away, and maybe I need to let go of the hope that things will ever be the same again.

We always thought we’d go through life together, sharing our ups and downs. But here I am, traveling this journey alone. Sometimes, even when I accomplish something great, it feels hollow because you’re not here to celebrate with me. I miss having someone who truly understood me, someone who was there for every laugh and every tear.

No matter how much time passes, you’ll always hold a special place in my heart. I just wish I could tell you how much your absence still hurts.

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Life truth, do not make friends

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"Sometimes I feel like I'm completely alone in this world, left out and disconnected. It's as if I belong somewhere else, anywhere but here."

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“Years of separation and distance from you and your thoughts have changed me.
From remembering you every moment, to once a day, to not at all.
Now, I truly feel there’s nothing left to write. I am empty.”

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“There is nothing left to write; I am empty.”

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Recently, a friend from college called me, and I felt immense joy as we reconnected after years apart.
As we spent hours catching up on each other's lives, I was delighted to learn that she was happy and thriving. Our conversation flowed effortlessly, like no time had passed at all.
After we hung up, I found myself wandering through memories, scrolling through my gallery, and reliving our college days. That's when I stumbled upon the photos from our fresher's party, college events, and labs.
As I gazed at the pictures, I noticed something I had never seen before - she was in every single photo, always by my side. It dawned on me that she had been more than just a friend, and I wondered if I had missed something special. Perhaps my mind hadn't been mature enough to recognize the secret crush she had on me.
Now, five years later, I feel a pang of sadness for not noticing her affection back then. Though it may be too late to ask if she indeed had feelings for me, I'm grateful that she still cares about me. It's a reminder that love knows no boundaries and continues to hold a special place in our hearts.

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"We already know that we cannot be together in this lifetime because destiny has separate plans for us. It feels as if the universe is determined to keep us apart. We've been close friends since childhood, with a deep understanding that makes words unnecessary.
One day, you called me urgently, saying we needed to meet. When we met, you told me you were going abroad for your higher education.
I was thrilled for you, knowing that going to foreign shores would bring you new opportunities and success. However, it suddenly struck me that I wouldn't be able to see you every day or talk to you whenever I wanted. With only a week left before your departure, I realized I couldn't bear to be without you.
I ran to your home, realizing only then that I was wearing just one shoe. Breathless and emotional,
I knocked on your door. When you opened it, surprise and concern were clear on your face.
I blurted out, 'I can't let you go without telling you how much you mean to me.
These two years will be unbearable without you.'
You hugged me and said, 'I feel the same way. But this is something I need to do. Let's cherish these last days and promise to stay connected.''
with love and longing.

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