Someone asked me... What is the most important thing you wish to have forever?
If a few years back someone had asked me this ,
I would have had a long list.
But now the only thing I want is happiness
The ability to smile from your heart
....
Being on the other end...
I have craved for it ,
Worried about it,
What if my muscles have forgotten to coordinate?
To smile , maybe even for a second
Seemed like a hefty task
I have asked myself....
Did you forget how to smile?
Everyone were around...
They were celebrating...
My birthday, my first salary...
I tried... Tried harder...
Gave my brain all possible command to help my facial muscles to pull my lips closer to my ears...
But i lost to do so... Quite miserably...
I have always taken my happiness for granted
I thought it came very naturally to me...
Now I realise...
I was happy because I was a child who always chose my happiness...
I ignored everything else... To keep myself protected
The adult me lost that talent... So again like a baby taking first step...
I walk towards choosing me...
Healing me..
And of course ,
A happier me!
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