I don't want to lose you. ever...and if I fall in love with you, eventually I will lose you. I will lose the person who knows all my secrets. If I lose you, who will listen to my long rants? If I lose you who will I call everytime I feel low? I can't afford to lose you because you are like my safehouse in the middle of a storm. I don't want to lose you...and maybe that's why I can't fall in love with you. It's like we are in the middle of an ocean, and you are my boat. and I don't even know how to swim. You are the person who brings me peace when the tides are too high. I can't lose you...ever... If I lose you who will wipe the tears off my cheek when i am crying and my eyes are red? I can't afford to lose you. Do you know how rare it is to find something that we have, between us? I feel when life is rough, and the days are messy, you go to your friends. the friends who are close to you. and I can't ruin that by falling in love with you.
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