Suna tha kai baar ke pyaar kai baar ho skta hai,
Magar jb mahsoos kiya to sach laga ke ha pyaar dobara bhi ho skta hai,
Itna to kathin nahi hota kisi ko chahna, kyuki jab saamne se muskurahat milti hai to kitna bhi chaho inkaar nhi hota ,
Dheere dheere phir use smjhne lgte h toota hua dil phir se judne lgta hai, aur ek baar phir hum taiyar hote h , kisi par bharosa karne k liye,
Phir se purani bato ko bhula , khud ka saathi chunte hai...

Ha pyaar dobara ho jata h
Ha phir se koi paraya apna ho jata h!

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With every break down , when you manage your emotions, when you manage yourself, you say to yourself " this is not the end" , every moment in these situations is a ladder to take you to the destination decided by god.

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Growth is a journey marked by uncomfortable moments in life!

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शिकायत या फरियाद पराए सख्श से की नहीं जाती,
तुम अगर पूछोगे के वक्त कैसा चल रहा है?
तो मै कहूंगी के जब घाव
भरने के दरमियान हो ,
तो ज़ख्मी दिल की कहानी तकलीफ देने वाले को बताई नहीं जाती ।

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Saying just close would be unfair,
You were the closest person ,
And I really did not expect I would get the most important lesson about lyf from you!
But no , it was important for me to face these challenges, it came to teach me that I shouldn't trust anyone in this world except my family, it was always unbelievable for me to accept YOUR two faces.......

Asking why you played with my emotions? Is of no use .

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I sleep for hours and hours in search of peace, to recover my mental health. However it feels like nothing is working out.
Physically I'm overcharged but I don't have the emotional power to carry out things......
I just want to escape , to avoid this reality, I don't want to come out of this sleep.

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How I'm suffering!

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I'm learning to accept, - cheating is a choice, it's always a well planned stand, where you choose to do things despite knowing that this will hurt the other one.
Cheating is the most selfish stand you take for yourself...

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Brief reflection on my past:
I'm now seeing the things that were invisible to me earlier , I'm looking into the perspective that was entirely lost.
Now when I see myself in that zone , I won't deny I absolutely have many good things to talk about, but also something that can't be ignored. I made moves unplanned, flowy and raw but I couldn't get you that you were not the same person and with dissimilar reasons , and the characteristics and image that I framed had a stark difference.
I overlooked many things , i over praised you many times....
Now when I m sitting alone deeply considering each and every moment , I just feel your talks were very opposite to your actions,
And manipulation had reached to the highest degree , I blame myself for not thinking critically , I blame myself for not taking stand when things were going wrong.
Why did I made you my hero ?
Why did I thought every thing Good about you?
Why I couldn't judge you on the day you made that negative move ?
Why did I take your moves so casually?
And why did I blindly trust you?
And why did I expect you to preserve my faith in you?

I blame myself for being fool for good 5 years!!

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Kisi se Wada Krna ya kisi ke liye mar Jana koi badi baat nhi,
Mushkile to kisi ek ka hokar , jeevan bhar saath nibhane me hoti h.

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