"Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past me I will turn to see fear's path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing.
Only I will remain."






-Dune

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We live only to serve.. No friends, no enemies.. Only people with interests..

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Losing someone when you know you could've saved then by running out of your walls but you didn't because you're reclusive..
Blaming them if they had asked for your help, if they had relied on you they'd still be here, only to realize you didn't rely on them either because you're afraid, afraid that they will disappear, disappointing you like others, afraid that even if they did, you won't meet their expectations but only disappointment them..
It's a cycle, a cycle that you can't get out of.. Cause you're afraid of the next step.. You've gotten used to this cycle, so you fear the next one, that it might be more horrible than the present one.. And may be that one will end up defining your whole life so it's better choose the "lesser one"..

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Relationships that help you grow as a person while you're in it, not after ending it, are the most precious ones..

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So I went to take an exam today and there was this guy who was supposed to sit beside me but was absent.. And I don't blame him.. Because his name was Hitler Ali..

HITLER Ali

Let that sink in for a while.. Bunch of his relatives including his parents sat down together and after much discussion it was decided and agreed upon that his name's gonna be

HITLER Ali

Not gonna lie if it was my name I'd be absent in everything for the rest of my life..

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Eternity looking down on us

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Re-watched a movie today..
"Maquia"
A film about an immortal mother raising her mortal son, showing the hardship and the sacrifices a single mother makes for her child and in the end the unbearable pain of outliving her own child; which felt like a letter of forgiveness from the creator, Mari Okada to herself and another one to her own mother, who tried to kill her with a kitchen knife because she wouldn't attend school as she was an introvert and was constantly bullied, which caused her to have social anxiety..

And I guess this is just another letter, a Thank You letter to Mari Okada, for making this masterpiece of a movie that leaves you in tears,
completely speechless..

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The guy with Alzheimer:

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The difference between Truth and Lie is that Truth lasts forever whereas Lie doesn't.. Then what does last forever, because they say Nothing Lasts Forever..

Life? No, it ends, just like it starts.. Then is Life a Lie?

Love? No, it also ends or sometime it turns into something else.. Maybe some Love do last until the day you die but then again it ends when you die.. So is Love also a Lie then?

What about Death? It lasts forever.. There's no end of Death.. It's eternal.. Then does that mean Death is the only Truth in existence?
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Or maybe the difference isn't that at all.. Maybe what Exists is Truth and what doesn't, is Lie..

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