Somebody asked me, how can I be so flawless ?
I smiled and whispered,
The Secret is I accepted all my flaws as a part of my beauty.

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Far from this world, running for some fresh air
Like a free bird roaming from here to there
I took a deep breath and look around
Found my existence, in greens and roots
When drizzle decorated my hair,
And essence of nature acted as my perfume
When feet of butterflies touched my skin
And birds entertained me with their miraculous melody
When the soothing breeze tries to heal the wound inside me
And every shades of green presented the best show
I felt for the first time I am alive
Being alone is also beautiful sometimes

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Last night everything reminded me of him
May be because I miss him a lot
Or may be because he is here
Came to see us on the day of his commemoration
He hears me everytime
I feel him everywhere
His words give me guidance at step
And now he his here for sure
Showering his blessings by calming me
Everytime I feel like everyone's is walking away
He everytime makes an appearance
In the form Cloudburst in my life

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Time flies so fast
It seems like it was yesterday
11 years passed with the blink of eyes
Person departed
But memories stay within
At the shore even the waves are trying
To erase the footprints
All that left are
Some soothing laugh
Touching words
Unfulfilled dreams
And
Memories for life

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When the shadow of past appears at your doorstep
The weather will change as quick as possible
A phase of war will rise again
With the self
Keep calm, Stay stable
This storm too shall pass by...

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& now my river has stopped flowing...
& now I am not drowning anymore...
& like a fish I feel like being thrown into another universe...
& trying to breathe, trying to survive...

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Heavy chest
Sore throat
Dry eyes
What else anyone would need
to experience hell before death
Voice choked
Difficulty in breathing
Sleepless nights
The worst punishment
You ever get

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The moment
I have choosen myself,
I found someone choosing me
The moment
I loved myself,
I found someone loving me

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Some rules need to be broken...
Some souls need to connect...
Some connections need to be bulid...🤍

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I feel like burning
I feel like dying
Help me get out
Cause I'm drowning
I'm drowning in the river
In the river of my own thoughts
If I'm dying
Let me die completely
I'm tired
I'm frustrated
I'm stuck
I'm suffering
Suffering due to suffocation
Suffocation from people
People of this World
This world is not kind anymore
To the introverts
They die millions times before live
We want peace before we leave.
I am an Introvert,
Trying to breathe,
And not to die before I live.

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