I am lost.

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I've chosen you over everything else in my life.
And you are music.
You are the only reason of my happiness in this life.
I live with you all the time.
That's how I keep myself away from worldly affairs.
Coz I'm weak, I am better when I'm with you.
I give in myself to you. And you are the life I'll live for the times I've left.

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Aaj lagta hai Aisa..
Jaise rishton ki ahemiyat main samajhta hi nahin..
Han sach yahi hai ab lagta hai..
Shayad isliye akela sa hoon..
Rishton Ko nahin samajhta main..
Umra mein Itna bada ho gaya hoon main.
Par aaj bhi shayad bachha hi hoon..
Masoomiyat Aaj bhi hai.. jo kabhi na badle Jo agar usey badalna chahun aur na wo kabhi jaati hai..
Jo chaah hai mann mein, wo karna chahe..
Khul nahin pata ye dil sabke samne, kya yeh meri kamzori hai..
Kabhi kabhi kuch na sochke bas apni chaah se kuch chahe..
Baatein achi nahin keh pata kabhi kabhi..
Waqt lagta hai mujhe, kya yeh bhi ek kamzori hai..
Nahin keh pata chahe laakh koshish karta hai ye, fir bhi.. uss hote hue pal mein bezubaan ho jata hoon main..
Ab bas khamosh rehna sahi lagta hai..
Koi mujhse ye puche ki kya hai, mera mann, meri chaah, mere mann mein..
Par koi baat nahin, sach yahi hai ki zindagi sab sikha deti hai, jeena bhi khud seekhna hoga aur khudse ladna bhi khud hi hai..

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Life every moment with people being your true self.. expressing the right amount of love for them..
Neither do they nor do you know which one will be the last.. and regrets, no one ever wants that..

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One true relationship is good enough to ruin anyone's entire mind & heart, which brings them down to use their mind always and be heartless.

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I wish memories could be erased..

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Nind achi ab aati nahin,
Raatein ab guzar jaaye,
Tum bin guzara bohat mushkil kahin..
Jaanta hoon main,
Tumhara bhi haal kuch theek na hoga,
Ye pal do pal k liye hai, aisa haal humara har pal na rahega..
Mushkil nahin toh manzil bhi kuch khaas nahin,
Ek dusre ka saath hai toh har mushkil asaan kahin..

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Kyun Tu door hui,
Kyun ye faasle,
Kehte hain ki dooriyon se nazdeekiyan badhti hai,
Mujhe Nahin Inn sabpe vishwas,
Bas ye janta hoon main,
Ki jab Tu paas hai toh sab Kuch khaas hai aur har lamha tera ehsaas hai..
Na jaa Tu door, na badha aur mujhse ye faasle,
Raha Nahin jaata iss Dil se, Saha Nahin jaata,
Na Jaane Kaise kahoon tujhe ye Baatein,
Mujhse milon door jo hai tu, par bhi Dil ke sabse kareeb hai Tu,
Teri aankhon me dekhke jab main tujhe iss ishq Ka izhar karunga tab samajh ayegi tujhe Baatein Kuch zyada aur fir tujhe Inn baaton Ka Kuch zyada ehsaas hoga..
Bas aur Nahin rehna door, bas waqt zyada Kuch sang tere guzre, aur wo pal humara ho..

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Sorry doesn't mean to always speak that the person just lets oneself down easily..
But it means to speak that the person values you so much, whatever it takes, to have you back.

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My heart is surrounded by smoke now..
Coz when you were there,
you asked to me keep it safe from them..

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