Raakh se bane the kese jalenge
Aahaton mein baste the bolo manzilon mein kese milenge
Sab gayab aur mein andhera
tum kholo bhi to ankhein
par ham ab kese dikhenge
mein tod k khud ko jod k sab mein
shamil kar lun to
tum dhundhoge kya fir sab jag mein
tum thehro n kabhi khud mein
aj bhi aur tab bhi
ham tum mein milenge
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She still feels guilt but now it doesn't prick her like before, she think about this.
Isn't it dangerous to not feel guilt?
Somewhere she feel empowered too. Now their miseries can't control her life, her decisions, her decisions of being happy or sad or to just be.
I guess it happens when you hit that rock where you felt guilt for even existing.
Now she shrugs and smile on all the stupid and well meaning questions.
I don't know what she is becoming but unapologetic is beautiful to be.

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Is anything permanent?
I guess love is permanent, it surpasses time, I couldn't think of existence where there was not love, otherwise on what ground creation would stand,
love flows from heart to heart, just like life and never ceases to be❣️

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I don't know why you pushed me out of your life, may be out of your own pain or because of the pain I was causing to you. For some days I thought you are a selfish person but all judgment vanished with time and remained this thought, we were never together and when the problem arose we were not even together against it.
Sending you love

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You suffer with the people whom you love when they are in pain, people suffer with you when you are in pain, there is no choice about it, as there is not choice in loving or not.

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When we are hurt,
We hurt them most.. who loves us most
because we know they won't hurt us back.. they are incapable of it
we know they will get to know that we are suffering
.. what else we are trying to do when we hurt them..
Just asking for help..
because we have no strength left to ask for it..
Healing🌼

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Why would I ask someone why they left, now when they have decided for both of us, now what's the point. I was part of the conversation or their life before this decison now they have made the choice then what's the point?
Shouldn't I think about myself; me, who have to have stay with me, about people who care for me who choosed me no matter what, may be choice is wrong word here, people for whom I am not choice I am obvious part of their life.
Should I decrease my being to just an option in someone's life.
I am more than that, and it's sure when I stays; irrespective of who leaves, I don't leave myself.
Life has fixed time, why to spend your energy on them who don't want to vibe with you.
Shouldn't I honour their choice. I was greatful they came and I am also intact when they left, I don't give people pieces of me when they leave, I am complete in my being irrespective of who comes and who leaves 🌼

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Indifference is the best gift I am gonna offer you.

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Tumhare aane ki aahat hui h
tumhare n ane ki wajah bhi dil ko di h
dono mil kar muskuraye hain bas abhi
abhi hi to mude the tum..
abhi to tere kadmo ki aahat suni thi

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Lagta h jese saw sadiyan ji kar aaya hun
Waqt ka ghada ulta karke pi k aya hun
Chhod k aya hu kitna kuch
jo the hisse mere.. jinke chhutne ka ahsaas bhi nhi hua
fir bhi parivartan ka bhay samet k laya hun
Mein kaun tha kal
aur jo darta h.. chhut jane se aj k
kaun h wo..
tumko sab samarpit karke
kitna vismay mein dalta h ab ye puchna
ki kaun ho tum..
kya h jug
Sab bharam mein Satya kitna h
tere har bar hath pakad kar rok lene mein
aur mere moh mein bandh jane mein
in sab mein Prem kitna h
Samay k chalte kram mein
tera mera aj kitna h
ye saath kitna h..

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