I have always been told that I am strong by many people. That I can overcome anything and do all I want. And I know I have become stronger over the years but for once, just for once, I want to be told that it's okay not to be strong today. That it's fine if you feel like falling apart. That it's understandable to whine and cry and ask for unreasonable things and become a child although you are an adult and let it all out. That it's acceptable to show your miserable self to someone. And I am not asking for someone's approval for all these things but maybe it would feel less alone when someone tell me this rather then me saying it to myself. Just for once.

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Just because our story didn't end with forever love, doesn't mean it was not love at all. — % &

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After I was given the death sentence,
that is when I wanted to live the most.

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How not to cry

Remember when that friend of yours gave you a hug or send you msg or checked on you how you were doing or your lover held your hand without saying anything or you get a call from your mom/dad randomly asking what you were doing and you found a nanosecond of happiness out of nowhere just when you were about to fall apart. You feel like you could pour the ocean of tears in that moment but only with a little smile. Yes, that's how you learn not to cry.

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I could be a billonner if I could sell all the tears I hide in my pillow.

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A prayer left unanswered
A whisper in the dark
Tears which never fall down the eyes
And a wound on a broken heart

A never ending season of pain
A long road to walk alone
The feeling of being lost
And having no place to belong

A tired soul seeking death
A twisted mind barely holding on
Nobody has hurt me more
Than I have hurt myself alone.

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A girl with dreams

She streaches her arms out
Stares up at the sky,
Wishing for wings
That could teach her to fly,
She's trapped on earth here
Feels tied to the ground,
The forces of gravity
Keeps pushing her down,
To the world she's one person
To one person she's the world,
She wants to be an angel
But she's only a girl,
And though she's life's puppet
She will break all the strings,
But now she's just dreaming
Of earning her wings.

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which is closed for any relationship flight to take off.

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you get to meet different versions of yourself.

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Grief is the price you pay for love.

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