You know that moment when you're feeling low and someone just holds you close tightly and you feel warm and loved and taken care of? I miss that safety. — % &
I knew from the start that this is going to end up with me getting a broken heart. I've just convinced myself that the heartbreak will be worthed. Because loving you is like deliberately walking towards my ruin But the end doesn't seem so scary because atleast I got to call you "mine".
Like we're on a big big beach and the only way to escape is the ocean but whenever we try to flee, the tide just keeps pushing us back. And we're stuck going back and forth and back and forth, again and again and again. Untill we just can't. So we lie down and look up. And then we feel lost. And we feel like we just want to stay that way, but maybe all we need is someone to have the will to find us.
I crave love, I fear letting anyone in I crave intimacy, I fear attachment I crave warmth, but I'm just too used to the cold. Maybe my heart has finally been torn beyond repair Maybe this void will be all that's there.