HOMESICKNESS HITS DIFFERENTLY WHEN YOU'RE SICK AND STAYING IN A HOSTEL.

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Tried alot living up to expectations,
Now I wanna do something for myself.
Dropping engineering and choosing management,
Was a tough decision to make.
But I promise Mom and Dad
I'll prove that my choice was rightly made.
Haters gonna hate and talk shit behind my back,
But I'm gonna prove myself and will not lack,
I'm gonna bury them with a smile cause jealousy will always follow,
Challenges will come in between and it may take a while,
But SUCCESS will fill my hollow.

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You ended our relationship
And said, let's get back to being friends so easily,
You made me so numb
By walking out from this relation so unexpectedly.
Those time we had spend together
Those midnight calls & texts
Do you remember how we talked about forever?
Questions so many in my mind, I became a mess
You were the reason behind those sleepless nights and my stress.
So many months passed and I was trying to fill up those wounds and forget
Then suddenly you come to me,
Saying leaving me was your biggest regret?

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Sometimes you feel like everyone hates you
Like the whole is against you
And you try and try to be strong
But how can you?
When people treat you so wrong.

They treat you unfairly, unjustly
They laugh as if you're a joke
Fighting the anger patiently
Sometimes you're all you've got.

Know that there are others like you
Who feels helpless, hated and alone
Everybody is fighting their own battle
But victory is a path of your own.

Kill them with success, Bury them with a smile
Jealousy will always follow
You may notice the beauty, it may take a while
But happiness will fill your hollow.

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Hiding the truth, hiding the pain
hiding the tears that fall like rain.
Saying I'm fine, when I'm anything but
this ache in my soul rips at my gut.
My skin is on fire, I burn from within
The calm on my face is an ongoing sin.
The world must stay out, I've built up a wall
My fragile lie will collapse should it ever fall.
Loneliness consumes me, it eats away the years
until my life is swallowed by unending fears.
Waiting for someone to see i wear a mask, and care enough to remove it ,
Is that too much to ask?

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Bending over backwards for you,
I only broke my spine,
Expecting you to see me the same way,
I saw myself in the mirror was only a wasted time,
And to make you feel better,
I walked around pretending to be fine,
Wanting so bad to keep you,
Until I realized you weren't mine..

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Did they tell you,there'd be days like this,
when the sun wasn't so bright,
And you find yourself crying in silence,
at the middle of the night.
Your own messed up thoughts,
will make you go off the track,
And the people who shows loyalty in front,
will try to stab you from the back.
But did they also tell you that these days,
will one day become a part of your past,
And one day you will look back and smile,
Thinking that it never did last.

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Any man can take a good woman , treat her well and live happily ever after.

But only a few can take a broken woman with troubled past or present, accept her with all the flaws she have got and show what real love is.

Build her up to the point where she feels as if he is the only one who can understand her

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She said she wanted to be a poet
but deep down
All she wanted to be was somebody's poem.

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"All men are the same. They are heartless! "

"Well I guess,you forgot that one man who has never left your side throughout your life. From tiring workdays to fulfilling each and every wish of yours, he didn't just give birth to you,but justified why he is a FATHER."

"Or maybe a man you're not so thankful to,who is always teasing you and picking up a fight against you. Yet always being there for you whenever you need them and has always been your unpaid therapist. And always guarding your safety time, justifying why he is a BROTHER."

"Or maybe that man who has always been a headache. A name which is first in your help-seeking list. He knows you, has seen your struggles, has seen your tears and he has held you up. And most importantly justified being your BESTFRIEND by not leaving you through your thick and thins."

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