the weight of unanswered prayers ,
a grief that grips my chest,
knowing I’m still holding on to someone who keeps repeating she doesn’t want me,
I cry in silence when the world sleeps, whispering her name in every dua, asking Allah to soften her heart ; because I honestly don’t know how to live without her
I’m still here aching, hoping, breaking
all in the name of a love that refuses to let go..!!

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April 19, 2025

I don’t want anyone else. It’s her. It’s always been her. I can’t imagine a life without her in it. If she’s not the one, then I don’t know who else can fill this empty space in my heart. I gave everything I had to her, and I thought that was enough. But now, I’m left with nothing, just aching memories of what we had and the questions that will never be answered.

Every day feels heavier without her. I keep telling myself I can’t live this life without her, and it’s like a constant battle inside me, struggling to figure out how to go on. The thought of not having her, of never seeing her again, cuts deeper than anything I’ve ever felt. I feel lost, like I’m walking through life with a part of me missing.

But I don’t know how to move forward when all I want is to go back to when things were okay. I want to turn back time, fix whatever went wrong, and hold on to her. If she doesn’t want me, I don’t know how to find a reason to keep going.

I just want her. If it’s not her, then I feel like there’s nothing left for me. The ache is unbearable, and I don’t know where to turn.

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April 19, 2025

It’s strange, isn’t it? The person you gave everything to becomes the reason you feel so empty. I wasn’t perfect, but my love for her was. I thought I was doing everything right, but somewhere along the way, something broke. If I wasn’t the one for her, then why did she choose me? Why let me in, only to leave me feeling like this?

She was so afraid I’d leave her, yet now it’s her who didn’t hold on for a second. She never gave me the chance to prove my loyalty or to fight for us. Instead, I’m left with this deep void, filled with questions that will never have the answers I crave. Why didn’t she stop me if she knew it wasn’t going to work? Why give me hopes when she was already preparing to walk away?

I didn’t know that in trying to be enough for her, I’d lose myself in the process. I became someone who was willing to sacrifice everything, only to be left with nothing. Even now, in a room full of people, I feel alone. Not because I miss her, but because no one will ever understand what it took to love like I did and survive after being left like this....

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Happy Birthday,

dear SKA !

I hope your day is filled with all the happiness and joy you deserve. You've always been someone special in my life, and I'm grateful for every moment we've shared...
May this year bring you endless opportunities, amazing adventures, and all the love your heart can hold..!
Here's to celebrating you today and always....

Best wishes,

AADIL MOHIUDDIN

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"Twilight Reverie".


Beneath the twilight's gentle embrace,
Where sun-kissed hues yield to dusk's grace.
Nature whispers tales of the day's retreat,
A symphony of colors, a tranquil feat.

The evening unfolds its velvet cloak,
Stars emerge, a celestial evoke.
I stand amid the whispers of the trees,
A dance of shadows, carried by the breeze.

Yet, in this moment, a longing resides,
Imagined scenes, where time abides.
I wait in the stillness, a hopeful plea,
For a presence that only exists in me.

Moonlight weaves through branches above,
A silent sonnet, an unspoken love.
The night enfolds both truth and dream,
In the evening's embrace, reality and fantasy scheme.

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The way you treat me acts as a
healing balm on my wounds,
tenderly soothing the ache in my
heart and bringing comfort to my soul.
Your kindness and understanding
create a safe haven where I find solace,
a refuge from life's storms.
In your presence,
I discover a warmth that eases the pain,
like a gentle embrace that whispers reassurance.
It's a medicine of compassion
that heals not just the visible scars
but also the hidden hurts,
leaving behind a sense of
gratitude and a renewed spirit.

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the roses to unfold,
In the garden of time, stories untold.
Whispers of hope in the gentle breeze,
A symphony of dreams, dancing with ease.

Through the shadows and the darkest night,
Patience, a lantern, casting hopeful light.
Each moment a brushstroke, painting the way,
In the canvas of time, where dreams may sway.

For in the silence, where patience resides,
Miracles bloom, where the heart confides.
Hold onto hope, like a guiding star,
Patience, the compass, no matter how far.

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the pain that lingers
in the corners of my heart.

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the whispers of
lost dreams that
used to haunt my nights.

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Happy Birthday!

Wishing you a day filled with joy, laughter, and wonderful memories. May this new year bring you all the happiness and success you deserve.

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