I wish I could say how much I love you, even when I say I don’t
I wish I could show you how much I care, even when I'm being hard to bear.
But the truth is, I'm scared, and you're not a saint.
Still, my love for you remains, through every fight and every pain

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You keep breaking my heart
And I keep falling for you
You are all I ever loved,
But now I’m just an option to you
I keep fighting my fears for you
But you let your insecurities come get you
Even then I keep looking for you
You would know if you know where to look
All I am asking is
Don’t go breaking my heart
But all you do is
You keep breaking my heart…
Don’t go breaking my heart
Damn it,
There you go breaking my heart…

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The last time you see
The last time you call
The last time you talk
The last time you meet,
The last time you touch
The last time you get their scent
The last time you kiss
The last time you hold them
The last time you make love
The last time you joke around with them
The last time you are together…
You never really think it’s the last time…
You think you have forever with them…

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Somewhere between hurting and healing, I am coming to accept I’m the Heroine of my story and everyone else is only a character. Some come to stay, some leave midway. But I’m always going to be main lead.

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Some days it hurts a little less
Is that my heart going numb?
Where dreams became nightmares,
Now my hope is all but thinning down
I’m holding out for better days,
But this pain just stays the same
I’m now praying to a god,
No shit, that’s not enough
Maybe one day it will all stop hurting
Is this all a part of growing up?
Because right now, im just drowning
Fairytales are anything but honest,
Just castles in midair
And happiness is a broken promise

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They say ” you need to let go”
It’s in my best interest
They say “ you should just ignore”
It’s in my best interest
They say “ don’t beg”
It’s in my best interest
They say “have some self respect”
It’s in my best interest
They say, “ you deserve better”
It’s in my best interest
They say, “it’s not worth it”
It’s in my best interest
They say, “ better now than later”
It’s in my best interest
But how is it in my best interest,
When my heart is breaking?
But how is it in my best interest,
When Im just constantly hurting?
But how is it in my best interest,
When now I’ve resorted to hide behind fake laughing?

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Make your dreams come true. Not the the fears that hold you back

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Starting over is difficult.
When you are in your 30s and when most of your peers are married with 1-2 kids, When your colleagues are reaching newer heights in their careers, When society has a set of standards on what and where you should be in life by now,
It’s difficult to find the courage to start over when all you are consumed by is fear. Fear to start over, fear of failure, fear of disappointments, fear that it might not be what you thought you wanted, fear of heart break and heartache.
But hanging in there just a little longer, leaning on your people for support in that moment of weakness and getting through that wall of fear to the other side where your destiny awaits for you, with all the courage you can muster, is so worth it. Every tiny leap of faith brings you closer to where and who you are meant to be. And the rest of the world be damned! You are making your own history!

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Just yesterday we were on the run,
Smiling at each other, with faces lighting up like the sun
And now I’m waiting here in the middle of nowhere
Dear love, why is this so rough?
Why is it only you I’m thinking off?
I’ve been hurt before
But nothing left me so sour
Everyday and every night,
My heart is hoping you will walk back in this time
Tell me you don’t have any regrets
Tell me don’t you think of me sometimes
Honestly I don’t know if I’m getting over you
You promised me the world
And then set me on fire, leaving me in darkness
Like you never loved me

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Character is who you are under pressure

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