It's very important to break for the last time,
It's opens your eyes and mind,
It's essential to loose in love,
Only then I find yourself alone in this world,
Why is it so hard to cry for help?
Am I loosing it?
I am crying my heart out still there is no escape,
I am again alone in the darkness.

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All my voice dies in the throat,
I am failing to express and expose,
I don't feel seen, heard or clean,
The feeling of self-doubt arose,
I see all the doors in front of me closed,
Is there nothing I can do?
Am I really a burden to all of u,
Or I am overreacting this time,
My feelings were never important in life,
And i am unable to explain to you,
Everyone it's breaking my more of u.

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Only my cries echo in the room,
There is no soul who can understand u,
The pain is hard to endure,
Will i be able to I am not sure?
There is no escape,
U have tied a rope in my neck,
Is hard to break so many times,
Even if not all the pieces are mine,
I can't made up my mind,
Will i fight back to survive?

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You see me panting for breath,
You see me nodding my head,
But day has come,
The things has just began,
U don't find me the same,
Many things of ours will change,
Not because I just fall out of love for u,
U made me hate my ife,
I regret every decision I made,
'Us' is already at stake.

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There will be a stage of life,
Where life is draining from u inside,
It feels empty it feels numb,
U feel small in the room of walls,
There is nothing that excites you,
And u avoid conversation,
I am falling out of love,
I am mentally detached from all situations.

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They say i hold on to my past,
I keep them till I last,
Isn't it how humans are made,
They get buried with the grief in their head,
Let's how law of nature works,
What comes alive returns to dust,
Only the moment u choose close to your heart,
For you is it the pain or the moments of love?

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Everyday there comes a time when u Question why she is not in front of my sight,
But then u realise that is not life, ur brain works and tells u it is all lie,just a mear game of your eyes,
To get disappointed if they don't see their favourite person right,
It's all in your head no matter how much it breaks but missing them is a practice it's a penance.

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No matter how much efforts u both put,
Don't bring expectations on the nook,
No one in the world can keep up with their words,
Not because they don't want to but they won't be able to,
Their are other people and priorities,
You will try your best, but everything will sink beneath the bed,
And their nothing u will be able to do,
U just have to take a deep breath and accept the truth,
No matter how much you love, no expectations or promises to be done.

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The emptynes fills in and out,
Not matter how sutle I am,
This feeling is very loud,
See how ur touch is lingering on my skin,
My ears have learnt the synchronisation of you beats,
But in matter of time, u will be far away from my sight,
My breaths will no longer fall on me,
Bcz u won't be holding me,
All the things will remain in its place, only u will leave the space,
Nothing in the world can cure this pain until and unless I see you again.

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It takes time,
To remember your hands are not holding mine,
To register you are not here, to feel something is missing in the air,
The night sky,the wind,
The road,the street lights everything signifies something is not right,
But I love the absence as much as I love your scent,
So that the heart,the road,the house, the mind,
Ache for the presence of thine.

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