They say i hold on to my past,
I keep them till I last,
Isn't it how humans are made,
They get buried with the grief in their head,
Let's how law of nature works,
What comes alive returns to dust,
Only the moment u choose close to your heart,
For you is it the pain or the moments of love?

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Everyday there comes a time when u Question why she is not in front of my sight,
But then u realise that is not life, ur brain works and tells u it is all lie,just a mear game of your eyes,
To get disappointed if they don't see their favourite person right,
It's all in your head no matter how much it breaks but missing them is a practice it's a penance.

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No matter how much efforts u both put,
Don't bring expectations on the nook,
No one in the world can keep up with their words,
Not because they don't want to but they won't be able to,
Their are other people and priorities,
You will try your best, but everything will sink beneath the bed,
And their nothing u will be able to do,
U just have to take a deep breath and accept the truth,
No matter how much you love, no expectations or promises to be done.

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The emptynes fills in and out,
Not matter how sutle I am,
This feeling is very loud,
See how ur touch is lingering on my skin,
My ears have learnt the synchronisation of you beats,
But in matter of time, u will be far away from my sight,
My breaths will no longer fall on me,
Bcz u won't be holding me,
All the things will remain in its place, only u will leave the space,
Nothing in the world can cure this pain until and unless I see you again.

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It takes time,
To remember your hands are not holding mine,
To register you are not here, to feel something is missing in the air,
The night sky,the wind,
The road,the street lights everything signifies something is not right,
But I love the absence as much as I love your scent,
So that the heart,the road,the house, the mind,
Ache for the presence of thine.

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The day didn't let me cry,
It's a pain if u are not in front of my sight,
I know it's not possible alright!
But the language of heart is above mind,
We are mera dolls, dancing on the wishes of God,
It feels that we are in a war, fighting against all odds,
But it's growing our love in leaps and bounds,
There no power in the world that can keep you away from me,
If needed I will fight with my destiny.

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I feel the lack of oxygen,
If I don't get to see you in my sight,
How will I ever hold someone's hand tight,
Is this the tragedy of love,
U love me,I love u,
But we cannot be us,
I think it's a sin,
To be consumed by you,
Not a single minute can i keep myself away from you,
Where as we cannot be together
There is no forever.

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It feels so empty inside,
Whenever I lose u out of my sight,
There's an ache in my chest
When ur footsteps carry you away from my nest,
No matter how much I play tricks with my mind,
They portray a closure of u in front of my eyes,
A turmoil in my heart and brain,
The need of u beside me is Insane,
Is it so tough to part ways when you are in love?

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It's the same game,I am playing twice,
Getting defeated my love feels nice,
It's a deal of love and pain,
Where u exchange ur heart is at war,
U don't get betrayed one or thrice,
Ur wounds bleeds u to death,
Procrastination and halociation mark my fate
Oh lord i don't want to live this kind of life.

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Are you love of my life,
Or just a constillation in my sky,
Or a fragment of imagination in my mind,
Or a mirage in the desert in mankind,
Or a miracle in the name of divine,
Don't u question how i choose u with just my eyes?

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