Crying in grief, till the sun goes down
For the world, I'm just a smiling clown
Who knows? With sufferings I'm drugged
This smile on my face,
is drawn with blood.
Listen to me, until I drown
Dark night, deep sea, pulling me down
I've some breath to live, at this moment here,
Seeing the sharks diving, without fear
As time flies by, my boat sinks
Sharp-freezed drop-bullets, Pierce my skin
It's upto me either I'll live or I'll die,
I wanna make it somehow, I'll swim or fly
Thunder strikes, as my boat goes down,
Immersed in water, I hear no sound
As my head goes in, I scream aloud...
I wanna live, I scream aloud
Is this life? I see myself dying,
Hurt in pain, I see others flying
Towards the edge, I carry all my guilt
Throw them away
Going back to what I built...
Back to what I built..-
I see a girl on the road,
Thrashing her head,
Remembering all her dreams,
Before she goes to bed.
She has a rough past,
A bullet shot in her chest,
Carrying her cold heart,
She hates regrets.
Oh there I see her,
Screaming aloud,
On the road there was a mirror,
And me staring at it alone, in the crowd.
As I see the girl burn,
My body catches fire.
From my own ashes, more I ignite,
As the girl goes up in the sky, higher.
She calls me a phoenix bird,
I was burnt alive in pain.
Emerging from my own ashes,
She apprised me to fly again.-
Smiling Through The Rain
Unknown Of My Tears, Interwoven with raindrops
They Ain't See My Pain
Droplets On My Umbrella Fall
Hides The Sound Of My Heavy Breath I'm Sobbing, And Only I Hear It All
Gray Clouds, Striking Thunder
Hair Messed By Wind
Soaked Eyes Behind Them, Hid Under
Beholding The Dogs Bark
Within Me, Screams My Soul, In Dark
I'm Crestfallen, I'm a Fuss
Dear You, Don't Care For Me
As No One Does!
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It's Too Dark Here. Yet I See The Stars
Gazing At The Walls, Full Of Crevices And Scars
It's Too Dull Here, Yet Roar Of The Breeze
Ain't That Soothes Me, Pessimism Is What I Seize
It's Too Deep in Here, Wild Thoughts In My Brain
Intertwined In the Venom, On Useless Thoughts It Strains
It's Twelve Midnight Here. Coffee On My Bed
Life Seems Tough Here
Caffeine In My Head!-
At Midnight Flows A Cool Breeze Of Guilt
The Tears For What Is Lost, I had Once Built
Within My Bedsheet, Ain't They Getting Soaked
Dried there On My Face, My Breath Feels Choked
Waiting For The Sun To Rise
Watchin The Glowing Stars, Among Which the "Dark Me" Lies
People In Their Lives, Standing Bright
Me Bellowing Under Pillows, My Venomous Thoughts At Night
They're Saying That I Could Achieve More
But Ain't They Know I'm Good In This Dark World, With The Tears And My Room With a Closed Door
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Our World Turning Vile Eventually I Think
The Tyrannous Heads In Masses,
Yet Didn't Shrink
How Can They Call This, A Developing Nation?
Criminals Wandering Around, Even As Politicians
The Good In Bad Is What To People Shown
Millions Of Cases Tangled, Still Unknown
How Brawny Was She, Still Couldn't Escape
Though Tawny Was She, Still Got Raped
The Burnt Ashes Of Her, Mutter In Pain
Wishing For The Illicit, Not To Happen Again
Yet The Suffered Once, Still Alive
Indigence Obstructing Them
They're Finding Justice For Life.-
A World Full Of Fantasy
Thoughts Run Haywire
Mind Strides Towards Lunacy
But My Fantasized World, I'd Admire
When The Truth Can No More Be Seen By My Eyes
Still It Seems Better, Even If My Imagination, Is All Lies...
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Sweat Emanating, The Clock Struck Three
Eyes Unable To Fathom What Sleep Could Be
Sighting The Dark, Awaiting For Light
What If This, Was A Never Ending Night?
"SILLY" Ghostly Thoughts
Even I Had Some
Until I Heard Someone Whisper....
"TOMORROW NEVER COMES"-
Howling Of The Wolves,
Persistence Of The Fog
I Took A Step Back, Hiding Behind The Log
The Fear Within Me, Perpetuates In The Dark
A Stranger's Deep Footsteps
Indicated By The Wild Dog's Bark
The Amorphous Wind Snatches Away
The Silence
The Stranger's Footsteps,
Then Became Much More Intense
Along With Mine, Synched His Heavy Breath
His Words Of Cruelty Said
"You'll Groan In Morose Until Death"
Around Me, Wrapped His Rough Arms
More Of Hellish Intentions
That Showed Absolutely No Charm
Panting Thoroughly I Saw
My Teddy Gave Me A Stare
From My Bed Finally Up I Got
Oh Dearie! It Was All A Nightmare!!
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But The Day, When We Became Apart
Eating A Chocolate On My Own,
For Me Was Hard.....
Watching Tv, Without Any Remote Fights
Sleeping Without Those Jokes And Giggles At Night
But, We'll Always Belong From,
The Same Roots Together
Me Screaming In Elation
I'm Your Best Sister And You're My Best Brother-