I'm learning to be at peace with
questions that were left unanswered.
It is a painful journey.
But I hope I succeed.

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To my Sweetheart
To my favourite Man

Months have passed since we held hands
It's been so long since I have seen you from close.
I miss being next to you. I miss our proximity.
I miss looking into your eyes and hiding my face
in your chest as you stare back at me.
Every day brings pain of not being close to you
I crave to hold your hands
I long for your closeness.
My heart hurts thinking of the time we spent together.
I hope you come to me as fast as you can
I want you to wrap me tight in your embrace.

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Every time I tell him I miss him
He says that he loves me.
I ask him why he does not say that he misses me too.
He replies that making me blush is one of his favourite things.
Hence, he always goes with the "I love you".

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My guy became pookie 🎀
And I entered my soft girl era 🩷

This is how love changed us
in the cutest way possible 💞

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My feelings, my presence, my love won't ever matter
He has his favourite person with him
No matter how I show him my love
None of it would matter
Why would it?
He doesn't need me or my love
He's wrapped in the arms of his love, his woman.

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Ours was the type of love
that had no past and no future.
It was only meant for the present,
the moment that would
simply pass as other things would do.
It was not about
planning a life together, it was
more about spending each moment
with the fear of not having any more tomorrow.
It was love, sure it was.
I know what my heart whispered.
I know what my soul wanted.
All I could do was just wait for it to pass.
It was beautiful yet difficult.
It made me happy yet made me cry.
I cried while hugging him.
I cried without him by my side.

I realised love never leaves us with nothing.
It either brings lifelong HAPPINESS or
becomes the permanent reason to GRIEF.

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Why does the beautiful path of love have to go through the painful path of hurt, loneliness and abandonment?
Why do the memories sting so bad and why can't the eyes hold tears any longer?

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Our love will not have its happily ever after
So it breathes happily in the present.

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Love is both magic and tragic.
Neither can be felt without the other.

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My eyes long for his one look
My hands wait to hold him
I wonder if he also misses me the same way I do
Each day I become more fond of him.
I wonder if sometimes he longs for me too.
I wonder if all of a sudden he also feels the urge to hug me,
to talk to me for hours without anything specific.
I wonder if his heart sometimes craves to see me too.
Does he ever feel something is missing and so, decides to call me
Or does he simply go through his day
without a single thought of me in his mind?

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