She didn't want it again
Until was not only her part
This time she pacified herself
That it has to be her counterpart
But yet again she lost her motion
She had someone who didn't let her control her emotions
She felt as if she found her translator
Who speaks as if it's her as her narrator
She is holding back yet
And waiting for her star
Star that turns to her favor
Who holds her hand in all her endeavors
But she fears to speak
She is trying to control it till it reaches its peak
She doesn't want to ruin the bond she has
That's why she wants him to be unaware of her part
And enjoy and seize the bond she has
Deep down she is trying to appease her that it won't last
But she decided to break her silence and speak even if turns violent
She knows its only her who will be crying
But she will never beg for she knows she will be fine with what she has in the coming time

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Bond such is rare to uncover,
Where brother-sister jointly discover.
Each of them shares a secret deep down,
Adding to it , attempts to hit just to frown .
One planning to do experiments on drinks to be shared by two,
Another one forming a manual to understand her brother for others though .
Making silly snaps to tease each other,
But supporting vitality and providing strength to other.
Sharing trips and mischief in single broth,
They aré like froth to one another coffee shot.
#to the bond of two
#brosis
#Appyjassi

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Where we started how we will end
Never thought coz someone I meet who was easy to blend
No if no buts on the same pace we begin
This setup of friendship
I will cherish again and again
From late night gossip in whisper though
To sharing of playlist to snaps on the go
From 'hellu' for fun
to deep down secret that now we know
From serious to funny meme shared by both
Would always keep cherishing this kind of morning bright
May you get happiness and hugs tight
Happy Birthday Appy Fizz

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We don't have stress is some people's oration
But let me be very clear none is free in this nation
The stress of authority or a petty employer
But let me tell you none is exempt from working late hours
Regardless of strain and letting the body drain
Take out some time and let it go in vain
A few minutes to let go of anxiety
And to admire and adore some beauty
To let go of heart strain to your buddy
Bring peace to the life which is always
Steady
Lets not approximate each other pain
All our lives are all about "No pain no gain"

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I feel isolation engulf me
When I feel my trust is broken by thee
It's like sailing lonely
Instead of promising that you will sail with me
I give a damn about what holds more prominence
I just want you to be clear and upfront
I don't feel I am in any way significant to you
I just want you to be true
Your indifference won't hurt me
But sudden disguise will do
So don't be double-faced I plea thee
Your real self won't hurt me least

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Don't wanna utter this
But if shut its gonna be toxic
Don't know why I feel for u
But I hide it throughout though
Don't know if I am clear
Or it's just emotional connection there
I know it well that u won't feel it like more
And that is in you I adore
I feel to end any connection now
Like I feel if I continue it would be harsh on myself to bid farewell anyhow
But A part of me wants to cling
To not let kind of person away
Just because of these mixed feelings
I just want you to decide to tell me what is wrong with me or its right
But don't take it in the sense that I continued with the intention
But it was an urge or a kind of thought fiction
It's not even that I am eager to marry
But I feel with one side subtle feeling I would rather carry.

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I feel a void
But don't know how to avoid
Arrange set up it was
That turned into floss
But what to do how to avoid
This guy who filled my empty side
Not everyone happens to be
Like this one, I meet
He doesn't know what's going on in my head
But I fear to loose
And to continue with the midway I choose
Don't know if ever I will express
The fear is deep suppress
Don't know if its final destiny
But I find it difficult to leave the
personality that he carry

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You may find it cliche you may find me bore
Whatever you feel for me do tell without hiding behind doors
You must know me by now I don't like pomp and show
But I am one for whom it's difficult to let you go
People may find me shameless or clammy like glue
But let me assure you if I love you
No one else would do to an extent till which I will do for you
I don't know what feelings now u hold
But I have still the same intention as told
I may sound selfish in not moving ahead
Coz I feel with guy like you I can spend life till my dead end

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WRONG MISSY!

I was a Serious man peeking to relax
But the manager was a big saag
He spied me in whatever I do
But hidden somewhere I met a filthy looking psycho
Trying to get on my trip
I met a modal and thought she was my chick
Got a moment to get in motion
Thought to introduce missy to get a promotion
But an unfortunate fortune knocked the gate
I texted the wrong missy to knock on my gate
Thought the time I cursed my fate
Her illiterate behavior was a real shame
But her meeting with Barbara and the boss
Was a real game of pitch and toss
Her jack of all trait worked for me
Ya she hypnotized boss of me
By and by incidents paved the way
And took me off my toes on her way
But then Unfortunate day came
She found that she was a story lame
And she left giving me immense pain
Vacating me to realize my real gain
Then I found a way to fight her back
And soon at the end, our story was on a track

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Don't think it to be cheap or cling on ..
But just a question for you to ponder upon..
Would you give it a try if it's like waiting for year thing I agree on??
Don't even think its a surrender for you..
Its just I get attracted to few
And I want to give it a chance out of parents view..
If we agree to give this friendship once a review.
Then if its a yes case we can make them to wait..
I have a pressure that can be worked on
Or I wont continue to seek any kind of thing that will turn toxic there on..

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