Flowers bloom inside me
So do the thorns
It stings my heart when it's swollen from happiness
And the tears are the proof of the pricks i get
It's beautiful to gaze at but when you look closely
The petals are drowned in blood
White roses are red
And yellow lillies brown
It's pleasing for the eyes
But hellish for the soul

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Crawling away from the blistering heat
The mysterious evil dooms us all for our iniquity
A dire prognosticate of an elevation in death
Try to elude from the darkness within
The atrocious locus intended to kill
Is the soul resurrected or extinguished into the murk
Or is sent to the holy place called hell

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Where in my little body does so much sorrow reside

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There's only so much constraint you can put on yourself
Be in your limits
Just wavering through the red line
And then you gotta unleash all the chaos
All the wrath
To be free of those invisible chains
To be finally in peace

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When everything is going wrong and you don't know what to do
Take a step back
Take a step back and watch the view

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It's not always sunshines and rainbows
Sometimes it's the clouds and the rains

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Sorrow of a thousand moons and a hundred suns
Inside this soul
Fell so many times
Had so many climbs
The body is torn
But everyday a new me is born

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Sand as far as the eyes can see
The sun burning you with heat
Another step is like dipping your feet in acid
Skin falling off with every step
Heart beating so loud you could hear it from miles away
Eyes so swollen you could barely make your way
Keep walking till you can't breathe
Wearing thorns as a wreath
Poking holes underneath
There's no point to wrestle
You are not on the level
This is what you get when you make a deal with the devil

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Want to hate you so bad
But i'd push you away to stand in front of that wreckless driver who's lost control of his car
So i could see you alive
I'd rather die than watch you fall in front of my eyes
Want to hate you so bad
But I'd stand in between when the murderer is about to stab
So i could save you
I'd rather bleed than see you on your knees
Want to hate you so bad
But I'd let you have the last bite of the food even though i'm starved
So I could see you full
I'd rather be famished to death than to see you weakened

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You're gonna be on an adventure going through the story of my life
There's drama, betrayal, heartbreak, suffering and death
But there's also love, trust, beleif, faith and rebirth

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