They broke the wrong parts of me, They broke my wings and forgot I had Claws..

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..At times when you find yourselves amidst the dark..
Just hold on to your silver lining and see the spark
The Night will fall and the Sun will shine..
The Phoenix will emerge to RISE and REIGN..

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I was taken aback for a while,
and thought what kept me going mile after mile
A silver lining i could see there,
which held me at times when i found myself nowhere
Told to myself Girl now it's time..
Get hold of yourself coz saving ME is prime..

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It was morning, I opened my lashes,
shocked to see the indefinite darkness
Rubbed my eyes and buckled up to witness the truth,
but to my relief everything seemed to be normal which gave my heart a bit soothe
Thought to myself is it the room or it's in me..
a voice from within screamed, you may be in light but it's dark here, so save ME!
It was deep, it was scary,
but to get outta it was mandatory..

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Sometimes high sometimes low, no matter what times are,
As long as we are together we can be happy every minute & every hour.
I may be overreacting, sometimes a complete mess,
But hold my hand coz I'll never leave yours till forever days.
I don't know how to express my love for you,
But I know that if I know what's Love, it's just coz of you!
So I am sorry if I have hurt you,
Please don't be upset with me coz it's your mama and will always be with you!

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This poem is a plea,
Roundabout, I just can't form words
Yet the voices--
Quiet, louder, screaming
--a desperate sound in the air,
Two words that are losing meaning

But still the heart is fighting each day with the mind,
Trying to save it assuring--
Just a bit more, just a few steps more,
and everything will be right,
We'll win it together just hold on to the bright!

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Warring with the voice of reason and the voice of desperation,
Unsteady steps,
Fumbling words,
Hands shaking,
--agony ascending in gentle waves,

Abstract thoughts are really a cry for help
I can't recreate the images the mind supplies
Nightmares don't happen only when we are sleeping.

Words war within me,
Quieter, louder, screaming
What will give me some quiet moments?
Medicines? Prayers? Recklessness?

Abstract thoughts are really a cry for help,
Quiet, louder, screaming
I just want a moment of silence,
There's noise everywhere,
No matter where I try to escape.

No one is truly too young to die,
I've been wondering lately if these are signs
Be a bullet, or a bubble bath of wine,
A bottle of pills to make these rampant thoughts slow--
What will give me quite moments?
--contd..


This poem is a plea,
Roundabout, I just can't form words
Yet the voices--
Quiet, louder, screaming
--a desperate sound in the air,
Two words that are losing meaning

But still the heart is fighting each day with the mind,
Trying to save it assuring--
Just a bit more, just a few steps more,
and everything will be right,
We'll win it together just hold on to the bright!

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Life and Death have been in love from the beginning,
Life keeps sending countless gifts to Death and Death keeps them forever.

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People build up walls not to keep others out but to see who cares enough to break them down.

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Before you give up, think of the reason why you held on so long..
Because every cloud has a silver lining..you never know if today's darkness may lead into a brighter tomorrow...so always be hopeful..!!

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