Tears stopped rolling, eyes all dry,
For life is a game and love a far cry.-
How do you live knowing that someone who meant the world to you, someone who knows you better than you do is a stranger now?
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You know what's the scariest part of a long distance relationship? You never truly understand the other person. One thing leads to another and you have no way of fixing that because that decline button or the airplane mode is just a button away. We think leaving all the problems aside is for the best but overtime they build up being the problem itself. BEHAVIOURS change. VALUES change. Problems repeat and sometimes we loose it all. It's not your fault that it didn't work out. The fault is where the problem started and was not fixed. Ever wondered how different it makes the person through the course of time? Well it's not supposed happen in a normal relationship. Love brings us together, pushes us forward but can do just the opposite. We keep blaming ourselves for various reasons but the truth is far from it. Changes occur when something affects you deeply. Negative changes put negative impact on personality and vice versa. Maturity is something you gain with experience and I have learnt my share. Not everyone is capable of loving from a distance. Neither was I and neither was she.
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I surround myself with a blanket of memories to keep me warm in the coldest of days.
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Still sitting wide awake in the middle of the night. Routines change but some habits don't.
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If even the smallest gesture from a specific person can make you cry then congratulations you are fucked.
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