You are a girl, you have to be strong.
Make sure nothing goes wrong.
Cry till you can, but don't ever try to be a man.
You are made of bone, flesh, belly and breasts.
You got to work but never rest.
You'll have people take advantage of you, and then get away with the excuse of its all because of you.
But no matter what you go through just remember you are a girl and you got to be strong.

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..and I hope everytime I push you away you pull me back to say things will be fine..

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I wanted to choke myself to death that night.
I wanted to scream and not let anyone hear.
I wanted to give up and not want to feel anything again.
It felt as if a flood of memories wanted to drown me to death.
Filled with self hatred and regrets, I ended up hurting everyone I love.
There was no escaping; just me.
It felt as if I was being eaten up by my own self.
I take a deep breath and then just like every other night, I close my eyes and beg myself to sleep, hoping tomorrow will be different.

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Isn't it funny how we are left to be free, but still choose to be caged.

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You start to smile a little more just to hide what you feeling. You get a control on them.
You become bold to show people you don't care anymore. Without realising you losing yourself
You change the way you dress to show you 're a diffrent person now.
You tend to express what you feel but instead say you're fine.
It's difficult to believe in human relationships, you never know when its gonna sink.
Forever's they just don't exist anymore..
You cling to your old relationship more,
Hoping you'd never have to lose them too.
Till a friend of your own says you've changed ,and you can't explain why.
But you smile. Smile that you have someone to call your own. Someone who notices .
Sometimes,just sometimes one relation is connected to the other. And when you lose one you feel the second one is gone too.
How do I even explain. When it's difficult for me too?

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And amidst all the chaos was you.
Mixed up between my emotions and feelings,
Options I had few.
You promised forever ; left within a year.
Everything  changed when things got famed.
Now just because people know,
I couldn't change what I feel for you,
Except  for the emotion that came,
When they spoke of you.
I surely turned strong ,
But this wasn't something I longed for .
You are my strength and you are my all.
But I forgot you're a human just like all.

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