दायरा

मुश्किल आस-पास समझ इक बनाया दायरा,
रोका ना, पर बस डर बना,
कर सब लोग फाना,
मिट्टी कि दीवार बना फिर गिरफ्त में ले आशियाँ,
कैदी को नजरबंद कर बनाया दायरा,
ओझल कर सच्चाई,
खूब सजाया दायरा,
फिर इक दिन एक मुसाफिर लाया दरवाजा,
जो खुलते ही दिखाता दृश्य ताजा,
आंखों को नया दृश्य मिल गया था,
नजरबंद पहरा सब मीट गया था,
आजादी की महक, आकर्षण का केंद्र थी,
और वो बंदिश अब एक जेल थी,
उम्मीद आस-पास समझ फिर पार कर दिया दायरा,
दौड़ा यू कि छू लेगा अब सारा का सारा दायरा,
ना कोना ना अंत मिला,
भागता रहा बर्बाद सा,
देखो सुनो ढूंढो उसे कहाँ खो गया दायरा....

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Recoupe your
bygone Aspirations...

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Trauma

Felt like a choke in throat or some invisible
stranger spreading itself in upper part hampering heart's sound...
Like nerve feeling suffocation and vocals
pressurizing to scream aloud...
Like something stucked badly inside and
you want to take it out through your hand but you can't...
Like you wanna cry, cry to feel lighter...
Cry to constrict all the negative energy and
pour it out through tear in eyes...
Like you wanna take a break...
Like you want yourself to be awake...
Like your soul denied to follow your heart...
Like your mind drowning into pool of past photographs ..
Like you are upset from yourself and no one else....
Like you are crawling to reach some place..

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One more day dragged...

Basically, nothing but the pieces of my own
personality pinch a bit more
in every passing days....

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Sometimes it's mandatory to express and expel out the rotten emotions engulfed your innerself, even if its jealousy, hatred or pain...
Take it out. even if it looks insane...
Don't press the feelings down and create the strain....
As instinct could also guide you to the better lane...

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Don't continuously try to grab a relation, when it wanna release for relief...
when it is drowning you in grief...
when everything ruined inside and escaping is the only way to survive..
then please don't fold your fingers to hold...
expand them straight and clear the road...
Immaturity need shoulders to survive, revive but maturity takes an independent ride...
People will come and People will go but what remains is traces of you...

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The dual sides of expressions,
Words and Intentions,
One form string of sentences to be in your neck,
But the other slide a step down to your heart,
The words are evidence but intent are virtual trueness
When words vanishes intent make you close,
But when intent vanishes, words fill the door.....
Genuinely who like whom, is itself a betrayal,
Technically not every real are actual viable...

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Why not "NO"???

We built our screens with the only display of "YES",
Ignoring the spectrum of colours, we only sense "YES"
Afraid of losing,
Frighten when chosing,
So, said "YES",
Disregarding own conscious,
As, "NO" would depict as abnoxious,
So, uttered "YES",
Self doubt,
Scared of crowd,
So, scremed "YES"
Feeling of alone,
Dreadful road,
So, howled "YES" "YES" "YES"

But why not "NO"
When its require,
When they are snatching your fire,
When you know what you acquire,
When fakness is not your attire,
When society is engulfing your desire,
When solitary decision help you to inspire,
Then, spread "NO"
"NO" for the sake of goodness,
"NO" against extreme darkness...

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Collab and give views...

Specially common dialogues,
jo ghrwale bolte hai....share them????

Akhir shaadi kyu karni chahiye????

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I am not able to come out of this...
Everytime the thought of being betrayed, fear me alot and I merely behave like a kitten wanna hide in the corners of wall or under table,
To cope up is seem to be so difficult and I am afraid of every single good ones out there in the world,
Now I understand why papa protect me from the society????, why he always denied for the permission to go out of city???
Things are not going well and my mental pressure is engulfing me alot...
I am not depressed but I lost my way of thinking,
I feel like someone would again take the benefit of me,
I feel like world is full of beast,
I know I am behaving like a child but literally I wanna lose this fight...

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