Not that I'm angry with it cause it's sad, it's just the way it is. We wait for the right moment, yet unaware of the fact that the moment is right.

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The world, it just feels like I'm stuck in it rather than living in it. Those same dreary moments transpiring on a regular basis. It never ends. It's a rat race out here but with a sense of stupefying boredom.

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I can be confusing sometimes but believe me it's not a habit, all I ever wanted was to help, might not feel like it but it's true.
I'm numbed by the pain, shattered by despondent, things never go as the way I expect them to. I can be a handful sometimes but believe me it's not forever.

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Lost in the mist of your lies, I'm standing amidst those same "PEOPLE" whom you deemed to be my enemies.
YOU left but they didn't.

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No way a mere heartbreak can change you, I don't believe that, Nah!
It's just the world that's cruel and bizarre that compelled me to become such a monster... Or should I say... a MAN?
It has nothing to do with my past, it has nothing to do with YOU.

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I don't need anything, I don't need anybody, all I ever wanted was your love and now it seems like an unobtainable commodity.

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you're mine, even though I know he's not good enough I have to put a cap to the overflowing bottle of feelings. You're happy that's all that matters.

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It never occurred to me that you were always with me, never have I ever had the chance to empathize your feelings. For others, it was just a series of few fortuitous rendezvous.
But who cares about others? They don't know about the way you held my hands. They can't feel the holiness of your smile.They don't know what we shared.
And now that you are gone I can't even think of a way to fill this void. I know it was my fault, but we both know I never intended to.

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I was often told that "You'll be alright it's just a phase", then why doesn't it end?
These unceasing loop of turmoil weighing down the moments of mirth. The pain never ends, the uneasiness in my head never stops. I was alright, before YOU happened. Still can't understand how come just a single soul can make such a difference.

Nostalgic by your memories I'm longing for another soul to heal my past, to heal the bruises you left behind. Is it too much to ask? Cause you're doing just fine without me.

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Every little sound that you make is only making me crave for more. It can't be love, cause I'm pretty sure that I was immune to it.

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