कुछ अच्छा नहीं लगता आज कल
सब कुछ बिखरा बिखरा लगता है
जो कुछ भी समेटने की फ़िराक़ में रहता हूँ
हाथ की रेत सा फिसलने सा लगता है


और मैं शायर से मदारी हो गया हूँ
मुझे करतब दिखाने पड़ रहे है
सिये होंठों की मुस्कान को दबाने के भी
हज़ारो हंटर मेरी पीठ पर पड़ रहे है

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होने थे जितने खेल! मुक़द्दर् के हो गए!
हम टूटी नाव लेकर समंदर के हो गए!!

कि खुशबू… … … .
हमारे हाथ को छू कर गुज़र गयी!
हम फूल सबको बाँट कर पत्थर के हो गए!!

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ज़िन्दगी की हर सुबह कुछ शर्ते ले कर आती है,
ज़िन्दगी की हर शाम कुछ तजुर्बे दे कर जाती है।


Every morning of life brings some challenges,
Every evening will leaves us with wisdom and experiences.

With which we are ready to open our 2 gifts in a fresher way in the next day, if we are allowed to...

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साथ मेरे बैठा था,
पर किसी और के करीब था,
वो अपना सा लगने वाला,
किसी और का नसीब था!!



Was sitting with me,
But was close to someone else!

She looks likes himself,
But was in someone's else destiny!

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जो कागज़ के कुछ बिखरे टुकड़े थे, वो भी हवा के साथ बह गए
लगा थी मैंने आग उन्हें ,जो बिखर के पीछे रह गए

बड़ी तकलीफ हुई , उन्हें समेटते वक़्त
यादें, तोहफ़े, वो ख़ुशी सब समेट ली मैंने
लेकिन

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आँसू आये तो खुद पोछना....
लोग पोछेंगे तो सौदा करेंगे........
और हज़ार बार गिर कर खड़े हो जाना ज़मीन से तू..
लोग उठाएंगे तो अपनी क़ीमत बताएंगे।

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A speck of frills
With a pinch of pink
A touch of lace
And a dainty wink.
He mixed these in
With a love for dance.
And heaps of laughter.
Some beauty perchance.
He added oodles more
Of joy and grace.
Then he put some dimples
In just the right place.
As a final touch.
He included a curl.
And with that He smiled,
For he'd created Аяна. ❤

😇🥰. Желаю тебе очень счастливого дня рождения, девочка. Ты драгоценен для всех, особенно для Фокса. У тебя впереди великое будущее ... будь как твоя мать.😊

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I just have to say something.
I'm about to say is this probably the most selfish thing that I've ever said in my life. I trick people, I play games to avoid to truth of "how I feel"and letting anyone close to me terrying me for obvious reason.

I just to say it once, you just need to hear this.


"I Love you Aiza".

And it's because I love you
that I can't be selfish with you

Why you can't know this.

I don't deserve you.,


God, I wish you didn't have to forget this
But you do.

It's not for today, not for you I would never have known love at all, so thankyou be the person who told me to love and to be love.


You are by far the greatest thing that ever happened in my 26 years of this earth


And I wanted to apologise and I realised that I am not sorry
You know who really am I- Selfish.
Because I make bad choices that hurt you.
I'd rather die than spend a handful of years with you, going to loose you when I am too old , sick and miserable
But you still beautiful..

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Are you a dream or a manifestation of my dream?
You, who gleam and illuminate like the sun.
Getting too close to whom will burn me to ashes;
Getting too far from whom would turn me cold.

Do you burn? Does it ache?
Do you burn and ache for me like I do for you?
You, who write poems and proses with each and every rotation and revolution, so elgant-the one that I can merely conceive in my mind,
The ones that I can never present a gift of life.

What you actually are, I yearn to know.
No, you can't be a mere admirer or a well wisher.
For it solely runs in the blood of true blue lovers,
To adore from afar if their resistance is lethal.


"No queen would ever be a mistress for vagrants,
A love like yours is needed to make it possible."

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I have been told that happiness is bad thing
It's like that hollowness that digs and digs you from within.

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